Wen Xi

2008-05-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

I supposed I'm not going to blog here anymore.

Check out http://genechai.livejournal.com/ for updates (=

2008-04-23T00:21:00.009+08:00

Did I mention how bad last week was, to me? I had a freaking enormous blister right at my heels. And thanks to that, I staggered my way around on the 1st day of FOC. Seriously, I hope my classmates didnt thought I was like that naturally.

School started, gears up! So, I'm now officially a TP BUS student. (= School has been fun, with lovely classmates and surprisingly, we got quite bonded with all the meet-ups and birthday celebrations. F.Y.I, this oh-so-bonding class is 1B013. (= Overall, things have been pretty much the same.

Btw, bestie is in the same campus, same school, same course as me, this makes life alot easier. Save the trouble of travelling to meet up and brighten up your day with occassional appearance of a spastic person waving to you frantically in the campus. But she's cute afterall. HAHA! Like seriously. And that day we met up aft school to eat, so we were sitting at mos (the seats behind this shop that sells pancake). I told bestie that I'm craving for peanut pancake and she attempted to 'get' it for me while the auntie looks away. Cute right? Haha.

School ended early today, chill out with classmates then head to town. Aft which I took a direct bus home from town. Smth happened. There is this middle aged man who threatens to hit a guy (around my age), just because the guy sorta shake the chair which disturbs the man and didn't allow him to take a nap. Fancy him grabbing the boy till his neck got bruised over such minor matter. Don't blame the boy for 'suggesting' a "1-on-1" and hurling vulgarities at that man after that. Beacause apparently, he kept on grabbing the boy's shirt, even though the boy wanted to settle it peacefully. Best of all, a caucasian shouted right at the man. "LEAVE HIM ALONE, YOU ASSHOLE!" (= And then came the police. I feel happy. Cause I saw the man's oh-shit-i-am-scared kinda look plus the constipated face!

Sometime I just don't know how to get my words through you. I understand that you want me to speak my mind all the time and you would REALLY listen. I admit I do get pissed off with you at times due to what you say and the things you do, especially these days when I get drained easily. But i still love u cause you're too cute to be resist! (=

One thing I've really had to be grateful for is that,
I have You.

2008-04-10T16:58:00.007+08:00

1 week plus more to before school starts. I so can't wait for school to start because I wanna people watch! (= Anyway, I think I'm in love with somebody now. But we won't go far, I know. We are just so not each others' type of partner. It's like we seemed to be starting a relationship soon but I feel that I'm so not your type and I think I'm slowly letting go. I hope you know what I'm trying to get through you. Yepp yepp. (=

Seriously speaking, i so miss my 'family'.

2008-03-27T02:18:00.003+08:00

I'm back to blog again. The past few weeks was pure fun, hanging out with my big family (= We had mini BBQ and steamboats. And we just had our company chalet on monday. Apparently I cant pst pictures, my com is so screw!

Anyway, many things happened within these few weeks.Oh gosh, I am feeling uber down. Please lend me your shoulders. Please entertain me and make me laugh when you see me. I really hate the feeling of being alone. I've been feeling very awful these days. Work is getting so F***. I feel like quitting. Serious.

Maybe I made the wrong decision. When I went back today, it feels like I haven been there for months and everyone looks at me like a stranger, and even talk to me like one. The feeling totally sucks. And I have no mood for work anymore. Maybe everyone is just too busy to even slow down for a talk.

2008-02-29T01:51:00.006+08:00

It's not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves.

I think I should start to blog more often now. Anyway, work sucks. I agree with yeemay. (= Practically, I have been staying out for the past 2 days. Tuesday was with my 2 bros and fangru. We went OCC then afterwards, it was just staying out and chatting till 6? If I am not wrong. Wednesday night was out again with one of my bro and yeemay. Yeemay drank and since I am such a obedient kid, i didnt (= So we talk about relationships, love and sex etc.

And did I tell you that how embarrassed was I these few days? Firstly, I was truely embarrassed when recounting to yeemay what was my current relationship like at the start. Come to think of it, everything that happen was ridiculous. Secondly, I hit my head at the playground that night. And it still hurts. It was such a thunderous bang can! And everyone laughed. Like wth!

We found our lost friendship again. 30 years later, I would still wanna tell pple around me that my best bud, Tan yee may and I did lots of embarrassing and adventurous stuffs together, like running away from camp, skipping school, taking a big bunch of keys and trying out in all the different lockers just to know which is the right one etc.

Btw, I watched THE LEAP YEARS yesterday! I think it's freaking nice, maybe because it was a very literature kinda of movie and it's a Singapore production. The story revolves around a girl named Li Ann who who takes on an Irish leap year tradition sparking off a twelve year romance with a man.

"A saint once decreed that a man must agree to a woman's proposal today. And fufil the tradition of February 29th."

I so wanna get the book titled "Leap of love" by Catherine Lim. (=

You don't need anyone's approval to love someone.
So why bother about what other people think.

2008-02-06T03:37:00.000+08:00

I feel so relax today. Thanks yee may for helping me buy the shoe. Here's a token of appreciation for you (=

I really think that specs suits u! haha.

2008-02-03T01:10:00.000+08:00

I have been so frustrated these days that I am all drained. It all started these few weeks when things start to change or perhaps people, that I became so pissed and F-up! I seriously declare that I am someone who won't show people attitude unless they force me to do so. Apparently, some people forced me. In all, it's all about some people who don't show initiative, and kept doing redundant things at the very wrong time which in turn, pisses me off, causing me to show them attitude. I am there to help, not to be a slave or whatever shit. Don't give me useless comments nor show senseless actions, cause neither helps. I would like to thank both the guys, especially Aloysius who made other people think I am something that I am not :) You've all done a great job. I just need awhile alone. Sometimes, people just don't remember I'm human too. I'm fine with your hate and dislike for me, it's really your preference. Really. But the last thing I need from you is to come and play pretend with me cause life is certainly not a game of Hide-and-Seek. Not my life at least. I'm pretty sure that soon a day will come when I'm sick of everything and just leave this wretched place alone! It's time for a personal revolution: Get up, get on, get lost. I can't be bothered cause reacting to an action is simply consuming and tiring on so many levels.I am sorry for you for not being able to accept me the way I am. I can't be what you are. Honestly I don't think I expected too much from people like you guys. So thanks for everything and taking my care as a curse. Reacting's too demanding and I don't think it's worth. Whatever it is, thanks. (=

And I hate women who behave intimately with guys whom they just got to know. It turns me off. Seriously. Don't make yourself look like someone desperate for love and maybe lust. You got to know it doesn't look pleasant in a way. However, if that's your habit, find a better one to take action. Don't get guys that are such a sissy who don't take initiative, nor good looking, only open their filthy mouth with nonsense and just wanting to show off. And vice versa. I am not pin pointing anyone, not that any of my close friends are like that but I do see this kinda women and guys. Therefore, it's a general view (=

2008-01-30T01:59:00.000+08:00

Well well, it had been a long time since I updated. I have decided to use blogspot again cause apparently no one knows I was using LJ, maybe some do but not all definitely. And since peeps have been asking about my blogspot acc, I have decided to revive this blog.

There's this event today at work place and there were like 60 pax. Freaking scary can? Imagine two waitress handling them and my face felt like tearing when handling the charcoal. But overall, it's an enjoyable one. It just feel so pleasant after everyone left and seeing everything went on smoothly. (= And we got a treat at SKY cafe.

Alright, everyone at charcoal knows that Miss Tan Y** M** can really eat alot, and this is what happened when we went to the sky cafe.

Upon reaching, she got so excited about the paintings hung on the wall, thoughts of food were absent.
We waited long for the appetiser and she got frustrated.

When the food came.....

When the desserts and all are finished...

Just look at that face of hers. She seems to want more. Such a glutton right.

I recalled what I askd her while we were eating. As you know, she got into the craze of Fish and Co., getting so crazy over their fish and chips. So this is how it goes...

Me: How do you rate Fish and Co?

Ym: Nine and a half out of ten.

Me: Where's the other half?

Ym: Minus marks for serving such small portions.

She seriously turned me off with her overwhelming appetite!

2007-09-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps! I may be using livejournal soon!

http://clandestine5oul.livejournal.com/

2007-09-23T23:16:00.000+08:00

Recapping of what happened this week, I realised I failed in going school everyday this whole week. I skipped two out of 5 days. I have nothing to say to explain myself. Seriously, I wanna be a kid again. Yea. A kid AGAIN! And live for the weekends.

Anyway, it's the 23 Sep today which means it's our 16th MONTH! Usually people will meet up and get really nice stuff for each other on their monthisaries. But we didn't. Tre, you know I am all yours and you are all mine. That's cool enough. Isn't this the sweetest gift?
Love you, baby! You're the only one for me.(=

You know, there are some things which I have against people or things that I actually don't find it cool when I came across them. I really wanna say but since I still have a sense of dignity I'll make everything sound general.

1)Vegans
I have been blog-hopping these days and I realised the great ‘trend’ of being Vegan. Apparently, all the emo/mods wannabes have become Vegan. They also see a desperate need to official-ise and make it public. I'm not saying it’s a bad thing, It’s may be great as it might be all about saving the cows and pigs, totally... But just a week ago they were basking in the lovely taste of meat. Now since being Vegan is the "in" thing to be noticed, many wanted a change and become Vegan. Seriously, I don’t if it’s a trend some wanna follow or it’s their ‘traditions’. From a meat eater to a Vegan is hard. It’s really hard to adapt. You would be a vegetarian who eats plant products only, who uses no products derived from animals, as fur or leather and you have to abstain from eggs and cheese. Since it’s highly unadaptable for meat eaters to be Vegan wannabes, I applaud you if you succeed. I shall just be a meat-eating vegetarian then.

2)Homosexuality
I came across an article in a local magazine, it said that the ‘spread’ of homosexuality maybe due to peer pressure or ‘trend’. I am sure it’s not a fucking trend, not a lifestyle, it is life. Some may think that being gay is all about fun and fame and being the center of attention. That’s really a wrong interpretation of fame, fun and attention. Being queer has its own limitations. If you are able to go through staring eyes and comments of you being disgusting, I applaud you for having the wrong mindset. People who think that being gay is the ‘in’ thing are really shallow. Some people are just too desperate for it, they'd die just to settle for the attention of being infamous. Same goes to people who discriminate gay pple. I beg you to see how shallow you really are. Don’t ever carry out personal attacks on sexual orientation (be it gays, butches or bungs) when you are not pleased with that person. It’s so uncool and simply childish, like a half-baked nincompoop.

More than life,

more than love,

more than the world.

More than just my B.

2007-09-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

I taste death in every kiss we share

Every sundown seems to be the last we have

I know... I'm such an inconsistent blogger. I just came back from RP, whoo. I still try not to remember that the whole of next few weeks are mock exams. Anyway I'm so tired to write much now so I'll try to make everything really short. Yeemay and I missed the clubbing. No fun till O lvls over. Seriously, I need to compose myself well and get ready for exams. Serious.

If you see this I'd like to let you know I really hate some of the things we do. I hate fighting with you, so I thought of letting loose. Fuck, even that made me love you more. And I just can't help falling in love with you. I was pretty upset yesterday. You are making me feel stress. I am serious. Not funny anymore. Yes, and I've been so lethargic lately I don't know why but it's annoying. Simply this week goes like, " I get tired I get sick I get annoyed I get pissed I get upset I get irritated I get insecure I get depressed I get stressed I become clueless I become stupid I become undefined I become special I become annoying I become temperamental I become irresponsible. I became happy!" Anyway, I felt so unloved nowadays. Nobody loves me anymore. It's fucked up. Thanks to Baby who cheered me up! Aww. I love you Baby. You're a goddamned beauty! Whee! ;D

I realised something btw. Being Vegan seemed to be the 'in' thing to be noticed. I came across an article of homosexuality being a trend or a life, it's interesting . I shall discuss about those issues at a later date due to me being slothful now. Whatever it is, good night mates! (=

Every time we touch we get closer to heaven

And at every sunrise our sins are forgiven

2007-09-20T20:58:00.000+08:00

While the Devil dances round me begging me to play along

Peeps, guess which two friends didn't go to sch again? I'm a joke. This is not one of the few days where I just rant about my pathetic life but I'm actually really starting to mess my own life up. Wow, never thought I would be the type. I don't want to be wanted. I want to get your fucking attention. Single sounds good. Loved, sounds better. I'm a wreck, can I be your mess?

Met yeemay early in the morning then head to our favourite haunt to study. We didnt study much this time, perhaps we are feeling too lethargic so we shopped after mugging for awhile. Met sniffer at around 1 then she cut her hair. After that, we pooled for two pathetic hours, stopped and sakae with looney and cyn.

I swear after eating so much from Sakae and getting so sick and grossed out by it, I shall stay away from it for the next few months.

Looney: I'm very full now! I think I can't wear my skirts properly now.

Yeemay: I'm feeling full now.
Waiter: Any last order?How about Mochi for dessert?
Yeemay: Wow! Faster order the tofu etc! What does the mochi taste like? Is it nice?

It's really horrible to have sakae with yeemay. She can really order tonnes of food. I am seriously dying from all these.

You're not interested, you're not my type
Lady you attract me, and I want you for more than just one night
Hold it hun, I wanna do more than just that.

2007-09-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

Wake in a sweat again

Another day's been laid to waste

In my disgrace

So I haven't been blogging. It's such a solemn day because I got my chem, social studies and History marks back. :/ There goes my future but noooo waittt! I still have to sit for my year-ends again! I hate this please I wanna be a kid again. Like what yeemay said, a kid has no worries, eat, play and sleep. Seriously speaking, School's been pretty bad. I seemed to do nothing in school, no teachings carried out, nothing. Sometimes it's amazing how I can still live in that place.

Tuition today after school. Yeemay and I became pathetic homeless souls loitering under HDB blocks. We sat there for 1 hour plus but ain't it nice? I mean it's really enjoyable except for some unpleasant scenes.

Little mamas out there! I am in some serious trauma now. I'm traumatised I'm tired and I'm restless I'm hopeless I'm troubled I'm scared. I don't think anyone can ever feel the way I feel right now. Don't even fucking imagine.

Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

2007-09-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

Cause I can make it hot, make it stop

Make you wanna say my name girl

Come on baby please 'cause I'm on my knees

Hi I'm so sleepy! So this week was pretty busy, ending with my chalet. Met yeemay at around 12 on friday noon and then cabbed with her to my hse before cabbing to chalet again. It was great during the chalet! Thanks pple for making me an all-wet-and-dripping water-creamy creature (=

Overall, everything went on well. The girls were so funny, esp the cake part. And now I know why everyone rejected shopping with my on that thurs! Evil! Haha. Whatever it is, I am a happy lil' kiddo! (=

These prezzies are love! Guess who did all these? (=

The BBQ gang!

Looney is so gonna kill me when she sees this.

Me: Hey! Let's take a pic!

Looney: No!

And she went hiding in the dustbin just to avoid the camera.

So after chalet yest, arcade for awhile. So it's like loony,yeemay vs me,B vs cerelia vs cyn. I didn't know looney and yeemay are so damn good at racing! At least B and I got 3rd. :/

Home after that with B then met looney,yeemay and cyn again for pool. (=

Anyway peeps, thanks for everything. Especially the girls! :D

Cause we can dress it up, we can dress it down
Any way you want it done girl

2007-09-14T01:36:00.000+08:00

I should've askedI could've helped

At least a fucking 1,000 times before

Will this offer get me in

Or does this prove that they gave more

Oh hiii! I'm such a sloth that I haven't been blogging. Or studying, or anything else. Haha. Oh my life is so screwed. I am serious. Remember the NUM tank I was obsessing over? Sniffer got it for me (: Thank you, I like it alot. It made me happy :D

I am finally 16! B, met me on 12th after tuition. Haha. She wanted to buy ALL the things I wanted. Seriously mad but cutE. Heh. Whatever it is, in short, thanks pple for everything. I am tired. I shall sleep now cause I cant sleep at the chalet. Goodbye people of asia and beyond (=

I won't lie

I won't sin

Maybe I don't wanna go

2007-09-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

3 choices awaiting you

Get over and done with

Shoot, shag or marry?

The choice is yours

I have nothing to blog about. Omg, you know I totally screwed up my Chem paper! I don't wanna fail Chem! I can't! :( Shit, you know I really hope I can pass it, at least, this is so bad :/ I made a vow to myself that after I blog I swear to start on my A maths though reluctant, I think I should just study. At least I did study Chem and I mean really study! Though I screwed it but hell yea, I feeling so fulfilling just because I study for it. And I am actually quite excited cause tomorrow marks the second last day of Prelims for me! :) Then I'll just have to face the next exam soon but whatever right, Prelims ending soon! Heh. And friday coming soon. (=

After school with yeemay and cyn. We played 'Shoot, Shag or Marry'. It's hilarious. Guess who got shoo, shag or marry?

Little sniffer, please take care of that injured ankle :(

I really miss you more than fuck.

Sniffer got a great stalker now. And the stalker goes "What are you doing now, can you chat with me? I am feeling bored." in the middle of the night or "Why didn't you reply me?". That stalker only get to know sniffer for a few days and she goes sticky gooey towards sniffer. This is so not funny. She's sick!

2007-09-09T16:19:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps, I still try not to remember that school is starting soon. It's not like I'm against anyone or anything, I just hate school. Hi school if you're reading this :D

The whole of this week was pretty busy with tuitions and thoughts of chalet (yeemay, i bet you know what I am thinking. haha) Anyway, I am thinking if I should get a theme for my chalet and get everyone dress up. Like, black and white, party girls and boys. These aren't the one that struck my mind at first thought. What came into my mind first was drag queens and kings. I supposed most of the boys don't have a problem, especially nicky (=

I am so looking forward to see looney's, yeemay's, cyn's and cer's drunk neh neh pok face! Haha. And guys, I am so happy that I haven touch History yet, thou it's tmr. Someone just msg me telling me about redox reactions after figuring it out for the whole night. It's none other than sweetheart. I got a bad feeling that this coming fri night will be the worst night I ever encounter. :/

Seriously, I think it's bad enough to have sch starting tmr and it's worst being sick today, with sch tmr. I swear I wanted to die. I miss Sniffer. Seriously. I haven't seen her in fucking 2 days. Okay that didn't sound so bad. It's really long okay. I miss you, too damn much. If you're still doubting, read these 4 words:You make me happy.

She is away and I cannot breathe her in.

I am ill simply through wanting her.

2007-09-08T12:37:00.000+08:00

If there's one thing in this world that I know is true

It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you

Home alone now. Mum and dad went to get my BBQ stuffs. I finally had no tuition for one day. I am a happy little kiddo today cause I saw sniffer yesterday. I bought sushi and went to expo right after tuition just for her. And I waited for 2 hours ++. I never knew I would do that. I thought I was a fool for no-one Oh, but baby, I'm a fool for you. I stood at the same spot, not moving, for 2 hour plus. Ain't I 'smart'?

So B finally end work at 10 plus then we went home. I was bored these days without sniffer accompanying me so i resort to talking to szehui. She's mother-hilarious! She's a real crappy and funny dude! So it's all about mood, sex talks, relationships etc. She does entertain me with all these. And I told her about the 'cultivation' of mood. The beginning was pretty quiet and boring. So I tried to start a conversation with her.

"So...What did you and your girl do last time? What 'games' did you play?"

And the reply came:

"I think that's the only topic we can actually continue talking about to entertain us. Why not tell me yours first?"

Which is, in a way, pretty darn sad though it's hilarious.

While chatting with her, I got to realise something. Many things must take place at the right time and perhaps with the right person.For example, you may meet your dream partner but at that time, you do not have the feel so you gave that person a miss, thinking that he/she is not your cup of tea. Or you saw this particular person, he/she is not your cup of tea but you just accept due to the so-called 'feel'. In another way, it suddenly struck me that there are just some people you can never have a good kiss without being stressed. You see right, I was just thinking about it, I mean we're all different and shit right. That's why some people think you're a fair/good/bad kisser.Well it's actually (in my opinion) the so-called "connection" you have with the other party, that's the one doing the trick. So let's say, A kisses B, they both think the other is awesome but A kisses C and they think it's weird and in some way, bad. So it's not like A is a bad kisser. So simply, in conclusion, some tongues can't synchronize with others. I concluded that alot of things or maybe certain things need the right time and person so as to let it move on smoothly.

"Girl, do you want a bdae cake?"

"No"

"Okays. I don't think you need one either."

"****"

5 more days to joy (=

Girls, we shall play "I've never" during the stay. Haha. And guess who will drink? (=

You're my addiction, my prescription, my antidote

2007-09-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

Listen its like poker you can play your best

But you got to know when to fold your cards and take a rest

And know when to hold your cards and hold your breath

Hi peeps, I chopped my hair at the price of 22 bucks today, all thanks to the effing hairdresser. Alright, according to yeemay, I have got a nice-and-kinda-stylish hair but I think it looks freaking ugly. It's not as good as I thought it will turn out to be.

I failed to make my way to town today. Well, I shall make up for it next week, just before my chalet. (= Grocery shopping with yeemay today. Haha. We are freaking dumb to push the trolley around with only four small packets of items inside and we went to e cashier. Seriously speaking, there aren't many things for us to buy. We shall go carrefour next time. Haha.

I wanna go PLAY! Sniffer and friend is gonna bring me there. I don't care :/

Slip out the back before they know you were there

And at the worst you'll see nobody cares

Cos you don't wanna be around when it all goes down

Even heroes know when to be scared

2007-09-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

I guess one man's trash is another man's treasure

One man's pain is next man's pleasure

One say infinity next say forever

Hi, I am feeling sleepy now but I don't feel like sleeping. This is actually just a random post. I am finding time for grocery shopping and town. I soooo wanna get that NUM green tank before my bdae. Oh please will someone pretty pretty please get it for me? (: It's the green one with 'Austrlia' printed on it. Anyway, I was just kidding. I am gonna ask dad if I can get that. If not, it will be awwww~ so sad! Wayne is coming for my bdae chalet. Teehee! Farking wayne!

Btw, little mamas who pm me telling me happy bdae/happy belated bdae, my bdae is not here yet. It's sweet of you pple but.... i hope you know what I am trying to get through you. Sniffer was sweet enough to wait for me for 4 hours just to meet me after tuition. No people, no lappy, nothing. Just herself, spending 4 hrs shopping. She wanted to get a shirt but her sis didn't reply her. I am glad that she didn't bought it! Or else I will be god damn jealous. :

Mum told me this today. I find that she's absolutely vain. I think that explain why I am like that too.

Mum: eh, girls should find a partner 1 or 2 yrs older than them. For you, get someone 3 or 4 yrs older cause you look mature.

Me: Oh..why are you talking about this?

Mum: That day, I went to the salon and that person said this, "Is that your husband? He looked so young." I supposed she's trying to get me to try their facial package cause right aft she said that, she intro that package to me.

Me: Ya but that method is kinda dumb.

Mum: Ya la. The way she said like I very old. Makes me wanna cry! Don't even know if she mean it!

Me: Nono, you look young luh. My friends said you look like you are in your early thirties.

Mum: (=

See the picture above? Serious temptation to chop my hair again ladies, wth should I do? Fine, I shall go get it chop either tmr or thurs. Sniffer or sweetheart, are you free? Regarding chopping my hair, someone kept wanting to help me chop it off. She's real irritating but funny.

Sniffer will be going to Play soon. I so wanna tag along. I will force her and her friends to bring me there. Tata~

Hold your hand with mine

We are standing on this ledge
You say "jump?" I say "Okay."

2007-09-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

Please. Or would you say that you don't care,and then leave me standing here

Like the fool who is drowning in despair and screaming

I think I seriously feel like blogging for unknown reasons. I am seriously tired after 3 hours of tuition and I am gonna have that for the next 5 days. John Beh is making me farking stress! Whatever it is, I am dying, that's as much as you little kiddos should know.

Alright, it's 2nd September today which means it's the second day of September and there are 10 more days to go. Haha. I am getting so excited now. Anyway, I would finished watching dead silence with Sniffer. She's the best person to watch with due to her cute reactions. I am more attracted to her than the movie. I miss her too! We haven seen each other for like.... 2 days?! It's long alright? She was talking to me just now.

Me: :(
Tre: why are u so sad
Me: dunno
Tre: i noe cos u miss me
Me: no!!

Me: yes luh
Tre: okay lor tml dun meet
Me: fark!
Tre: :)
Me: dun meet
Tre: fark!

Anyway, I am feeling so sick due to my...... Alright, now you know I am having that so don't irritate me cause I am having blues. Out of all the people, this creature disturbed me again!

Tre: What are you doing, babe?
Me:nth, I am feeling so sick.
Tre: Then let me kiss u
Tre: Share your illness
Me: Crazy fella!
Tre: What?! You should have said, "so sweet of you".

See how this creature always irritate me? Sometimes I feel like drug when she starts to sniff me. :/ I simply love the way we get high on nothing when we shop. I am so not gonna meet you again! Let's see each other like 2 weeks later k? (=

Your imitaion of my walk and the perfect way you talk

It's just a couple of the million things that I love about you

2007-09-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

The way she moves drives me fucking insane.

Hi kids, I am back! I agree that this blog has been real dead and I am finally back to update after 878784327407 years. Downtown and subway with dad this morning. The chalet is finally booked and everything will be carried out next week. I am a happy kiddo now! (=

Alright, I am angry. I not exactly fpissed/fmad, just fannoyed. Haha. I think I should never use the internet to avoid getting so annoyed all the time please. That carrie is cute, she loves B! I don't think I have much to blog about anyway. Cause last few days were serious hell boring due to prelims. Friday was great! Went to fish co with B, sweetheart, salty and xiuhui. It's mother hilarious to be with xiuhui. She never fail to make me laugh. Sharkie freeze was great! Passion fruit juice was even more fabulous. I want more passion fruit juice please?

Oh yeah and btw, I need more music please, cause I think all my stupid music is starting to bore me. And I wanna go to the supermarket with B, sweetheart, salty they all. Omg that'll be so fun. Sorry, sudden urge due to the coming chalet. Haha. I've been having this weird craving for chicky rice now, no more donuts, I am seriously sick of them. B and dad got into the craze for donuts, mum too. I got donuts occasionally these days. It turns me off now. So no donuts pls but chicky rice are welcome (=

You know, I always wanted my lips pierced! Thanks to great role models, now I really really really want a lip piercing. Thanks alot. Haha. I told sniffer I am gonna get one for my bdae. She's gonna slaughter me if I ever do so, I know. But I wanna get it. :

One day eventually when I have a wide enough collection of all my peeektures, I shall post all the worst pictures taken of me, it's pretty hilarious, you'll see. :/ I bet after you all see those pictures you all will want to run away and never acknowledge me again, its that severe :/

Not forgetting to mention, My life's perfect in the way I view it, and the way she treats me makes it all better (:

2007-08-26T12:26:00.000+08:00

Hold your hand with mine

In this picture perfect light

There's one last chance for us

Tonight

Hello people of asia and beyond. I have decided not to upload any photos for this post as I did spend a looooong time doing that yesterday. So to make do and bear with this picture-less post.

I was actually reading some blogs yesterday, peeps from my sch and peeps from other school. i came to realise something. There are quite a number of people from my school who blog only about school and stuffs but definitely not all. They would go "Yea!! I got blah blah blah in school, so happy sia!" or " Sch in the morning, went home in the noon and bathe then lunch, do hw, sleep....." or maybe "Went to sch this morning,maths at 8 doing this this, sci do that that and eng do blah blah." I agree sometimes you would have nothing to blog about to sound desperate to blog, ppl do blog about that but think about it this way. Who would wanna know what you do in sch? It's such an everyday thing.

On the other hand, peeps from other schools do blog on their lives too but in a much more different and interesting way. They can talk about school, for example some interesting issues like a fest or some events or perhaps any interesting stuffs, certainly not a mundane routine like what peeps in my school blog about. They blogged about interesting or amusing events, they share their thoughts, they blogged about their friends etc.

I believe there are many things that we can blog about and I supposed it depends on how colourful your everyday is. If yours is grey, black and white, then it won't be surprising if you blog about what you do and lame stuffs from school. If you have a vibrant and colourful life with lots of cute friends around you, i bet you will have lots to blog about.

I love to admit that my blog was some dead shit thing last time. I blogged about what I do and stuffs. However, I cut down on that now cause I have cute friends adding colours to my everyday. I amd not afraid that I have nothing to blog, perhaps I do sometimes and ended up blogging about what I do but that's only one out of the many times.

I do realise something weird. The aura of blogging such things seemed to be alot stronger in my school. Is it due to the school environment or the peeps themselves? I hate to say this but the way some pple blog do make me find them childish, foolish and simple minded. We can be child like and simple minded but we must learn to be mature at times. To me, blogs can reflect alot about one's personality and I certainly reckon that blogs reveal one's true personality. Therefore, it really surprises me how some peeps blog. It doesn't apply only to gals alright? Guys do blog in that way too. They go "yea, kekes,=x, hehe" like some effing shit. It was mother hilarious at first to see guys behave that way, everyone does have their child-like side at certain times, it isn't wrong to show them out. However, too much is not good, I started to feel yucky seeing all these as time passes. I'm especially turn off by guys who do use fancy writings like " moii jie jie, kekex, i lurbb euu, euu shoooo kawaii!" Woah! so sissy pls! You certainly don't talk like that, do you? I'm certainly obfuscated with pple and their actions.

Well, this is just my POV, I do stress that everything is perceived differently from another point of view. You may think these people are cute and delectable but that doesn't seem so especially to me. Oh wellies, I think I should just stop here as I doubt I can actually get through to you due to my age as a barrier.

And because you have completed reading this picture-less post with such determination, I applaud you. Good day. (=

Dead silence is out! Anyone interested to watch with me?

On three we're jumping from this ledge

This buildings tall

I'm sure we'll wake up dead

But I still love her

2007-08-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

Force too many into my hand and

I will not comprehend.

Now watch the numbers run to me as

I count them in fives.

Study+Camwhore+Taro+Sweetheart+Salty+Sniffer= Heaven! (=

So today I went to sch in the noon and was late by 1/2 an hour. All the gates were locked. Sounds exciting hur? Like I'm going to climb in or what? Yea right. This fuck shit sch will NEVER allow its students to climb gates, they suspend you or they cane you, even if you climb the gates because you wanna go for night studies, definitely not because you're late for school and don't wanna be caught for that. Alright so after class, went to fav haunt with sweetheart and salty. Then Sniffer came with lappy. Haha. We studied and camwhore like hell.

We don't wanna sound desperate and shit but as much as we can say... WE LOVE CAMWHORING!

S'pore students are effing stress. Just look at the pic on the right. :/

I seriously think that it's a pity I'm a human. I think I look good being an alien too. Haha. Like the one on the right hand side below.

I think Salty is too in love with sweetheart. (=

Sniffer does look good in specs especially without spastic face.

That two loves outside the glass windows really embarrass themselves much to camwhore with us. I wonder how many people were looking at them. I mean that place was crowded. I love my eyes too. So chio~ haha

We hate to say this but that picture (below,right) makes us look desperate to join the NPCC or perhaps the police force. Haha

I think we won't be able to face people for the next few decades. Haha.

I don't wanna sound desperate and shit. But as much as I hate to say this, I love camwhoring. Goodnight peeps. (=

2007-08-23T15:29:00.000+08:00

If you woke up in my bed

Hi, I'm here to rant about one of my bad days. So you see, I woke up early this morning so I was already in fuckit-skip-school mood. That's all it matters. Oh well, these few days were quite boring, school everyday. You know how much I hate school. I shall stop ranting on that. I actually watched the movie, Secret, yesterday with sweetheart, Sniffer and denzel. That movie was tear jerking, anyway, it was a nice one. Seriously, I teared, for some unknown effing reason. Actually, I don't mind watching that movie again but I'm broke. Unless you little mamas pay for me to watch with you or else, I shall not watch. Haha.

I just got this damn news that all the chalets were full. I am so gonna cancel my bdae chalet. FUCK! CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BYE! I really mean ALL the chalets! Not even one single room is left to book, aloha and costa! I'm baffled. I'm seriously pissed off! It's not that I'm mad or anything. I just felt like cursing after knowing this. Any other recommendation for chalets? I will only book aranda if I'm that desperate. It's just kinda dumb to stay over in an executive suite and be in a country club for BBQ.

Enough of the blabbering. I just felt in a foul mood and writing shit makes me feel better. Haha.

FIFTEEN MONTHS OF PAIN, TORTURE AND HAHAHA, OKAY LAH, LOVE. Tre and I! Our 15th month! Whoopa! We didn't meet, or get each other anything, but dude, you have my heart man. That's cool right? Haha. I love you baby, no matter how many ugly pictures you took of me. You might be really irritating, but I will always treasure you, my girl.

Anyway, I seriously feel like chopping my hair. And I'm gonna get it done asap. (=

Tell me, would you hold me?

2007-08-20T21:58:00.000+08:00

For your soul, my love

Rip out the wings of a butterfly

With hell freezing over in our eyes

Gods kneel before our crime

Guess which three good friends didn't go school? I don't think I need to elaborate on this anymore cause that doesn't matter. I quit being a sloth, perhaps for today only. I didn't wanna blog but I have got peeeektures~ so i decided to blog anyway. I admit that it's troublesome to blog. You know how stress and troubled I can actually get when I forgot what I wanna blog about and what should I actually blog about. It's so not funny.

Met my two good friends in the morning, studied in town cause we planned to catch the movie, 881. Lunch-ed before movie and B woke up at 11.30, managed to reach cine by before 1.30 but we missed a great deal of the movie, Secrets, so we skipped it while sweetheart and xiuhui were already watching 881. While waiting for them, sniffer shopped with me. There isn't much to shop due to my laziness. Sniffer treated the three of us to choco fondue. It was so sweeeet of her!

Great! I realised photobucket is down and I can't upload my pics. I think i should stop being such a perfectionist and make do with whatever I have.

I can't stop laughing when I see these two pics. How sadistic xiuhui can be and how weird my sweetheart can be. Fancy her sleeping there just because she's tired. Haha. But they are great people who made me laugh. (=

I don't think it would be nice to see the aftermath. Therefore, i shall not pose pictures of it. (

Anyway, I was chatting with sniffer and she showed me something. It's so sweeeet of her. I think she is adorableeeelelele.

Baby, I miss you like shit. Even though we only see each other just now.

She's a girl and I'm not a man.

This is love, not a teenage fantasy.

Judge me now, go ahead, God already did.

Listen, she's still my everything.

Sniffer, I like the way you hug me. Like in a car or smth!

Like we're gonna die in a car crash soon :D

2007-08-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

So the doctor said,

you're under a curse and fail to reverse,

its love and you wouldn't want it another way.

You look at her, she makes your day.

You love her, like she loves you as a fool.

"Fuck you" that's all I could say.

I seriously hate sundays. Alright, met Salty today. I made her wait for a little while and she yakked non-stop. Haha. I think she's gonna kill me when she sees this. Anyway, we went to RP for some freaking awesome volleyball matches. We saw a little rat and roach there. I think the rat is cute (cause it's brown, not black!) but Salty certainly doesn't think so. She seriously got traumatised by both the cute one and the roach. Haha. She's extreme! One moment she's all jelly and next she's in cloud nine when watching the matches.

She's seriously infatuated with this male volleyball player from Thai who is rather feminine. I was forced to take pic of him. How sad! I asked her to take pic with me, she doesn't want it, insisted on being shy. Yet she demanded me to take pics of that little thing. Such a bitch. Haha. Anyway, I kinda like that guy too. Both salty and I thought that he's cute. Haha. We love gays!

I certainly don't feel like sleeping now. I'm getting into teenage angst. Seriously speaking, I'm addicted to people-watching these days. Dont be surprise if I ever stare at you down the streets. If only you're good looking/weird/a loudhailer etc, anything that's good enough to grab my attention. I'm kinda obfuscated with people, their actions and everything.

I love negative comments. Those are meant for one to improve and change for the better. Give me one, I'll accept it and thank you but if you were all out to spite me, then you shall be ignored and being see as childish. (=

I abhor scurrilous actions. I can never ever stand people who raise their voices or talk loudly in the public (i really mean loud). Their I-don't-care-attitude is so uncool and simply abhorrent. People who are guilty of certain things but find faults in others, acting like they're innocent, are a total turn off too. I see these people at low class creatures and there are low chances that these creatures are my friend. Alright, I do class people.

I really find that my B is awesome! B, you're great! I got everything I need. Time, money, care and everything. You gave me everything I want. I'm such a HM girl. Yet you managed to attain such high level of success in pleasing me. You ought to be proud of yourself. (=

2007-08-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

I think what I just wrote is going over my head

I'm stealing lines from myself

And what I said was never said

It's just a lyrical lie

Made up in my mind

I went to school today. Aren't you pple proud of me? Alright, that doesn't matter. I'm lazy to blog. Not much things to say. In short, class was fun due to some spastic people. B's hse after school to sleep then tuition, my tuition teacher called me the 'laughing kid'. Like ****?! He's mad!

Anyway, B accompany me to check out on alcohol. We decided on what to booze . Rum and vodka for party! (= Seriously speaking, I'm excited and looking forward to the chalet but I'm definitely not that goofy to count down like some pple, who-must-not-be-named. Haha.

2007-08-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

She wants to go fast

And never come back

And never collapse

Happy is,

Having the crave for donuts

and having someone whom you love

to buy it and send it right to your doorstep

Alright peeps, I seriously don't know what to say anymore. Lover is infatuated with nat and keem, she rather rant about them, totally ignoring me. She only knows how to nag at me. Like some old bitch. How life 'sucks' to have a sweet old bitch with me! Haha.

Sometimes, it's not that I hate guys. It's their behaviour and attitude that really makes me think if they use their dicks to think. You know what dirty stuffs they can spout, you know what dumb things they can do without using their brains to think but their dicks and you know how ungentleman some can be. Well, not all think with their dicks, i supposed there are some who think with their brain but definitely not the majority. There's something I really agree with cyn.

Vulgarities + no brains = Guys

Enough of the blabbering. I just felt in a foul mood and writing shit makes me feel better. Haha. So today was, the fourth day of school. School that started on Monday... This means, THAT TODAY IS A THURSDAY!! (=Oh, My mom's funny. We were chatting just now.

Mum: why did you reach home only now?

Me: urm...

Mum: You went to loiter around?!

Me: No! I was with.....

Mum: oh, your lover huh? Haha

And he's a real animal

Gone out of control

Who'd rather die young than get old

2007-08-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

Tonight will change our lives

It's so good to be by your side

We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs

And they'll think it's just cause we're young

Okay, so I didn't go to school today. I didn't had the intention. As far as I'm concerned, that's all that matters. So the recent days were spent with S and sweetheart.

I'm actually listening to a song that goes over and over again but I ain't tired of it. Haha. Alright, during these few days, I saw and heard stories about relationships of teenages (in general, those around my age). It's apparently very interesting.

I agree that teens do not engage themselves in serious relationships which are common but there are some who actually do. Let's talk about those who really does since it could stimulate some thoughts out of me. Alright, you know how some girls love to stick to their partner like some gooey substances. Then when their partner goes out with some friends (female), they would start to chide him into apologising as she felt that her partner is two timing. It's plain childish. They even threatened to commit suicide which is absurd. Some girls would also tell the guys that they were afraid he would leave her for another girl, that simply sounds foolish too. Well, I stress that everything is perceived differently from another point of view. You may think that that's what love is or perhaps that's how great love can be. I seriously won't think it this way cause I'm narcissistic.

I believe girls at our age do know how to think, having the ability to determine what's important and what's not. It's just probably the fear of accepting the fact. Practise self denial or self pity, whatever I call it but good things don't last. God knows what will happen next. Both you and your partner can't be the judge anyway. So girls who love to be mucilaginous, loosen up for your own sake. I wish I could comment more about it but it seems that my current situation is a barrier to allow me to get through you. Oh wellies :D

I suddenly got the urge to have chewy juniors donut or perhaps munchy donuts. :/

Alright, these are just some random photos. I wil try to get new ones up soon.

2007-08-12T10:49:00.000+08:00

Invitation only, grant farewells.

Crash the best one, of the best ones.

Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight.

Good Morning people of Asia and beyond and whatever shit that is able to read my blog. Alright, have you ever experience the distasteful feeling of having so Goddamn much to blog then when you're finally facing the screen you totally have nothing to type about? It is seriously fucked up, and if you haven't gone through it, its nothing pleasant, and don't worry, you'll go through it soon.

So you know, I was looking CAREFULLY through some people's blogs, friendster, livejournals etc. Which by the way, I don't do very often, and I realise this trend; a number of girls like to have extreme straight hair on their head by rebonding it and some boys do really love to rebond their fringe, allowing them to have this concentrated straight fringe bangs things on their head. I'm not saying that its ugly or anything, nothing of that sort at all. It's just everywhere and common that now I have a slight problem identifying one from another. Mind you, this is not very funny.

I was also viewing a comment from the blog of this particular person and I must said that what that person said is quite interesting. Apparently, what he/she thinks of kids (in general, teens around my age) might not be what you'd exactly be in agreement with. He mentioned teens at our age who spent money on various stuffs, have piercings and goes clubbing are acts of wasting their parents' money and their life away, which also mean that these people does not have proper education. Well, I stress that everything is perceived differently from another point of view.

Like example:

You know how people simply adore judging you by the crowd you hang with? Youths with numerous tattoos and piercings may seem hopeless and trashy. However it does not mean if you hang around with this particularity intimidating group of people, it makes you a tyrant and makes them unsuccessful in life, and that they influence you. They could also get decent jobs with their good qualifications, that does pay quite well, allowing them to support themselves, actually more than themselves with luxury items on their lists.

People my age know what's important and what's not. I believe we know what we want to be in the future. It's just probably the fear of having to act grown up and be responsible that make us fear. It's a playful and a social scene where everyone pretends to be something they're not. We're not oblivious to what we have to be in time to come, or how we have to perform to be even considered slightly better than average, but being oblivious gives us an excuse. Self-protection/denial/help/pity I call it. But then again, you and I are not Gods to judge. Oh well, I wish I could say more about it but my age's a barrier to allow me to get through to you.

Saturday (yesterday)

Met up with Lover after physics with jelin joining us. We had a great time drawing up plans for my bdae chalet. I seriously don't know how to spell the word 'Otah' so I mis-spelt it as 'Otak' and ended up got teased. I didn't do much yesterday so that's about it.

Friday

Oh wellies, jelin and I went to town to get some stuffs before meeting peeps for BBQ. People don't really recognise us for the things we did. Haha. Anyway, we had fun although there were these few security guards who kept hunting us down like hell and I really felt like dissing them and attacking them with water bombs. Home-ed at about 12 plus.

2007-08-10T00:57:00.000+08:00

Do you believe in God

Written on the bullet

Say yes to pull the trigger

I get tired I get sick I get upset I get insecure I get depressed I get pissed I get irritated I get stressed I become clueless I become undefined I become special I become annoying I become temperamental. I became happy.

So that's basically how I feel ever since yesterday night. Met up with looney (apparently the bitch cause she has been one for days!) and Jelin. They described me as someone who is high maintenance. Haha. Okay. Not funny anymore. That's pretty sad since what they said is true. Even Lover said so. She said I should just get that black t-shirt with the prints saying "Daddy's expensive little girl." My mum said that too. I shall officially declare that I'm really a person of high maintenance. Therefore, get ready to empty your pockets!

Okay I think I'll just stop now. Haha, I have other shitless things to do anyway! I'll blog soon again. Maybe not cause I'm turning into a sloth. (:

And I will pull the trigger.

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-08-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

She doesnt deserve to be in no place like this

all alone

She's underage and brave

with her fake ID and her credibility sitting at the bar

Hi peeps! i think it's kinda dumb to blog at this point of time but I'm actually doing it now. I don't know what I wanna blog about. I'm suddenly traumatised by some words said by somebody. Then I scrolled through my wonderful list of songs and finally found one that suit my current mood.

Well, yesterday was with looney, nic and jelin after sch. We had fun with the spastic toilet paper machine under the surveillance of a CCTV. :/

Town-ed with Lover today in the noon. I didn't know that creature could actually walked so much. I'm drained by that indecisive creature. We actually saw the expected and the unexpected. Haha. Lover was so mesmerised by that person she longed wanted to see. However, she missed out someone fantastic. Hur hur! Anyway, lover bought me stuffs. I'm feeling awesomeeee! Lover was so sweet to have waited for my tuition to end, which is like almost 2 hrs. haha.

Wait peeps! I 'm feeling damn unloved now. For some reasons? I don't know. I admit that this post is kinda contradicting and it's utter gibberish, this is most probably caused by some teenage angst or perhaps disquietude due to love. Single sounds great! But being LOVED is still awesome! I'm tired. I wanna sleep.

Speaking about music just now, you know how every once in awhile I get obsessed with a certain band, like faber drive, flyleaf etc. I'm terribly into these bands which plays the-sooo-my-type of songs, and it feels good to hear them. It's weird. Such music actually wakes me up nowadays. The give me the energy. (=

Whatever it is, I admire you (the one reading this post now). With much perseverance and determination, you completed reading this flaky posts, I shall eulogise you. (=

The bartender who tends to pretend that he's concerned

says girly, girly your at your best when your sober

and she slurs no no just one more

and one turns into four,

the fourth drink instinct is taking over

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-08-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

She wants to go fast

And never come back

And never collapse

Let's see, sch was fine today for me but definitely not for others. I think I'm going haywire up there. I've got this weird habit of telling pple "Hey! I'm so happy today!" and when they asked why, I would just reply "For no apparent reason!". I'm such a loser.

Anyway, I think I shall just go to bed earlier. My eyes are kinda dry these day, giving me lots of troubles. I'm going blind. Haha. Whatever it is, Good night good people of Asia and beyond!

Flyleaf and Faber Drive= Awesome shitzels

So the doctor said, you're under a curse

and fail to reverse,

its love and you wouldn't want it another way.

"Fuck you" that's all I could say.

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-08-06T21:08:00.000+08:00

Eyes to see, Flyleaf

I want you to know that I see

All the reasons why you fail

I've seen all your motivations

Ones for good and ones for hell

I am getting so excited for my bdae chalet. Dad was talking about that yesterday. He kept asking me how I wanna plan it and stuffs, obviously I didn't say much. I was shy luh. Haha. Anyway, he said he would help me get ready all the stuffs. Mom was cute too. She actually took note of the chalet contact number long ago.

School rocks my socks today! Cause I was talking about chalet all the time. Loony and Cer told me lots about the different resorts, making me so tempted to book them. I guess I would choose the Aloha. It's uber cool there! I gonna invite the whole world and make it the greatest party ever! Haha. If only it's possible. :/ Whatever it is, we gonna booze the hell out!

I'm really feeling so loved these days. Love is in the air! Love from mom and dad and love from my lover. I'm getting so effing excited nowadays. For no apparent reason. Anyway, I was msg-ing yeemay just now. sheez! I gotta admit she's so thick-skinned.

ym: Hey! I'm so excited about your chalet but it'll be after prelims. Awww! sad!

me: No no~ I'm not inviting you.

ym: No! You've already invited me! You can't take back your words! I don't care! I'm definitely going!

Haha. She really makes me laugh. Sucha cute friend I have :/

I will rule the world on 12th Sep. Haha.

A certain girl she took my hand

She licked her lips and pull my hair, I fell in love for a night

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-08-05T15:42:00.000+08:00

You have become my addiction

I’m so strung out on you

I can barely move

but I like it

Blog seems dead. I have been such a sloth! Anyway, I'll be home for the whole of today. Aren't you pple proud of me? Haha. I don't really remember what happened for the past few days but there are some things I remembered very clearly. Keyword: CLEARLY. Lover came to my house as usual on Wednesday. She helped me iron my clothes. Isn't she great?! I bet I'll have a good life if I stick to her. Haha. Thursday was the worst day of the week. I was late for school cause I took my own sweet time to walk even though I saw students running and the gate was closing. The guard even opened the gate to wait for me but I still strolled. Haha. Therefore, the gate was slammed shut and I was late. It's wondeful! I have to serve detention after sch that day. So I told my combined humans teacher that I have to serve detention. Guess what's her reaction?

Me: Mdm sue, I have to serve detention now.

Teacher: What?! Who else need to go for detention? Nobody? Wenxi, SHAME SHAME! Where's the good little Wenxi I know in Sec 2?

Gosh! I'm badly mortified. Haha. Anyway, she wasn't reprimanding. My tuition teacher is still back. It doesn't matter if she's leaving or not cause I'll still have her for tuition (=

Yesterday, I had Chocolate Fondue with Lover.We gonna go Haagan Dazs the next time. Haha. She really dotes on me hell loads! My parents too! I just told Mom I felt like eating prawn noodle yest night and this morning I got it on the dining table. No wonder Lover always say that I'm spoilt.

I can't help it

I love the way you feel

just kinda stuck between my fantasy and what's real

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-29T10:55:00.000+08:00

Swirling shades of blues

low dancing in your sky,

The sun kisses the earth
I hear the whispered words

You speak the unspeakable

Gonna meet dad later to go collect contacts. I'm damn farked up by my chinese hw! I dunno

what to write! It's okay! At least there's english compo first (=

Wednesday

Baby came over and surprised me with mini melts. haha. I intended to let her use my com while I take a nap but apparently, that did not happen. I just sat beside her looking at her. After which, we went out in the evening. Lover bought me new studs too. haha. Had a great time with baby. (=

Thursday

Electives lectures were cancelled so went with the girls to have lunch at the cafe. Sat there chatting and looking at magazines. Alright, we browsed through magazines such as Simply her and stuffs like that. Upon browsing lots of pages related to sex, we start to have this 'sex talk'. It's uber funny! Loony and I began to act husband and wife with either one having high sex drive while the other having low sex drive. haha. Anyway, had fun with the girls.

Friday

Weekends coming soon. I have been conducting a mini survey on whether I should cut my hair and how should I cut it. Anyway, as usual, had tuition. Chem tutor is gonna get changed! Dammit! I will miss her! Haha. It's not as though I'm infatuated with her, it's just that her teaching is way far too good! (=

Saturday (yesterday)

Woke up at 7, wasn't feeling well so I went back to sleep. Didn't manage to meet jelin and xiuhui cause I have to follow my parents somewhere. Dropped my mom off for yoga class then dad and I went to grandparents' house. Sat there for awhile and dad fetched me to meet baby. I was late by 1/2 an hour or so. haha. Anyway, we went to cine. I helped baby with some stuffs, did hw and we finally caught Transformers! I wanted to watch Alone but lover was such a coward. Haha. Anyway, b4 the movie, we walked to far east for chicken rice and shopping. On our way there, there's these 2 ladies who approached us to play a game and win prizes. Firstly, they wanted us to name two products under FnN and we did it! Then they wanted us to go "Mmmm~~". Haha. It's mother-hilarious! We got the hamper! However, to our surprise, there are quite a number of pple surrounding us, watching us! To think that I actually "Mmmmm~" so loudly and happily! Was late for movie so cab back to cine. Movie was nice!

We then headed back to yishun for a haircut. I finally got my haircut!! Actually, I wanted to try something different but I didn't. Lover asked me not to cause she knows I'll go crazy if it doesn't suit me. Anyway, was quite please with it. Had a great time with lover with the FnN hamper! (=

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

When I think of her laughter,

Her jubilance that filled me,

It’s a wonder I’m not gone mad.

Feel nothing separate then,

we have translated each other into light

and into love go streaming.

Hello people! I'm one happy girl now. Both Baby and I are fine now. Haha. B told me about what her friends teased her about which is mother-hilarious. Anyway, school sucks today! i dunno why. Perhaps it's tat effing cold weather that dampens my mood. However, tmr will be a GREAT day! I simply love Wednesday!

I miss town-ing with B, I miss cooking with B, I miss playing with B, I miss going to B's hse etc. I simply miss everything I do with this creature. When can we do all these again? :/

B called me today and I forced her to say that 3 words. Hur hur! I'm evil. Anyway, she said it loud and clear that her friends all laughed out loud. Haha. It's dumb but still cute. (=

I had a great time catching up with loony and jelin. haha. It was laughter, laughter and MANY MORE LAUGHTER! And I finally know how unpredictable and unassuming one can be. (=

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-23T20:05:00.000+08:00

I think I've already lost you

I think you're already gone

I think I'm finally scared now

You told me she knew it and she yelled at you. I know that poor woman is in denial. I don't want you to lose your family okay?I don't want them to hate me. And they are gonna be so farked and blame me for all these which I'm so sure they already had alright?

But are you sure you gonna give all these up? We took time and efforts to nurture it. I really find you childish to mention that word whenever you like it. You think it sounds nice? You said you don't wanna bring misery to me anymore so that's the best way out. Yea! Damn you! It's so childish of you. Can't you just stop being so frivolous?! You know how much I changed for you? You complained to me about yourself, I asked you to change and you said you can't do it and stuffs. Fark! You didn't even try you know?! Even if you did, tell me! I won't blame you then. I don't do relationships alright?

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home

There's an awful lot of breathing room

But I can hardly move

If you're gone - baby you need to come home

Alright, frankly speaking, I was not truthful to you right from the start, I was just curious though you were serious about me. But now, I'm really into it. You're the first person who really touches my heart with all the words and the things you did. People, you wanna know what my lover did? Here it goes, she would always contact me to ask how I'm and stuffs (you may think it's the least a couple shud do but think it this way, my baby isn't so free alright?), she made chocos for me even though she doesn't know how to make it, she buy me stuffs, she always make time for me no matter what, she shops with me, she allows me to do whatever I like, she folded a huge box of hearts for me during my bdae and on each heart, there are words. Those are the things and what you said to me each and everyday since the day we start. You see how sweet my lover can get? That's not all okay? I just don't wanna rant about how sweet my lover can get.

I don't farking care about what others say. It's not easy to find someone so sweet and truthful to you. Therefore, if you wanna criticise, go find yourself a lover better than mine alright? Man! I really think I'm dumb?! I helped people but I

m not helping myself.

Whatever it is, Lover, I'll wait for you alright? Our feelings are still there, it's due to somethings that we had to stop all these but we will be back together again. I still love you (=

I remembered you the moment i met you

With you i knew god's face was handsome

With you i suffered an expansion

This loss is numbing me

It pierces my chest

This grief overwhelms me

It burns in my stomach

Cool these feelinngs, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-22T11:50:00.000+08:00

Baby, you know we wanna be together

And I wanna spend the night with you

Come with me tonight

We could make the night last forever

Sometimes, you should know by now, you're the only one that can still make me smile in times like this.

You were everything,

everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be

2007-07-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

This could have been just another day

But instead we're standing here

No need for words it's all been said

You came along to comfort me

Everything I want in life is right here

Dammit! I seriously don't feel like talking to anybody now. Alright, we had the charity bazaar in school today but before that, we actually had a talk on knowing your cognitive style. Well, we actually did a test to deter the results. I've got E.N.T.J aka Extrovert.iNtuition.Thinking.Judging. Then the speaker actually went through each cognitive style since there are 16 different types. Mine was the last of all the 16 types and here it goes: Outgoing, visionary, argumentative, natural leader and low tolerance for incompetence. Haha. That's so me! Even my friends said so. Anyway, had a short movie screening session then we proceed for the bazaar. There were like 24 stalls, I supposed. They sold food like roti prata, kachang puteh, waffle, bubble tea, ice blended etc. There were also henna services, games and souvenirs available. You name it they have it alright? I didn't know where to spend my coupon on so I was left with 2 bucks and I got yeemay to help me spend it. Haha.

Thursday

We got ourselves clad in ethnic costumes on that day, we camwhored for 3 periods. Haha. Everyone looks pretty and handsome.

Now, to dampen the mood. Since thurs was the day we get ourselves all dressed up, everyone was happy and having fun but something happened.

During the MT period, the relieve teacher makes a nuisance out of herself. Here are some extracts of what the conversation was like (translated to english).

Teacher: Ever since I stepped into this class, all of you didn't take me as a teacher, taking me as transparent! You people are supposed to have a discussion yet I heard people talking so loudly and I even heard people singing. You people behaves just like the Normal stream students! (raising her voice)

Student: (Raise hand) Teacher, are you trying to say that Normal stream students are bad?! You can't say that!

Teacher: See! That's such a 'good' behaviour! Just like a Normal stream student!_______________

Student: Mam, everyone has got different level of maturity, you can't just make a judgement on us in a few mins. Normal stream students are not always bad in behaviour, perhaps some but not all.

Teacher: Awesome! What you say is good! I was here for more than a few mins!

Student: Alright, I spent 17 years with my mum but she doesnt really know how mature I am, perhaps roughly but not 100%. If our parents don't really know, how can you, as an outsider, conclude that we are childish?

Teacher: (showing that cocky face) Hur! Ask your mum to come here then! If your mum doesnt know how mature you are, she's such a failure! She's fit to be a mother!

Student: Oie! We're not talking about mother here okay?! Don't criticise his mom!

Teacher: See! A 'good' behaviour! Just like a Normal stream student!

_______________

Teacher: Fine! I'm at fault alright?! You pple want me to write a letter of apology and present it to you during assembly tmr morning?!

Student: No teacher.....

Teacher: Quiet! i don't want to listen to you! (gradually raising voice)

Student: Teacher, you misunderstood us.....

Teacher: QUIET! (SHOUT)

Student: mam, cool down.

Teacher: enough? You are right all the way!

Student: mam, can you listen to us?

Teacher: ENOUGH?! This is my opinion! (screaming)

Teacher: FINE! I shall not talk so much! If you people want to play fair, let's get the HOD here! A teacher should come in and let you people make as much noise as possible! That's what you people desire right?!

_______________

Alright, that's roughly what happened. We tried several times to cool her down and explain things to her yet she kept shouting and screaming as though she's gonna break down. And you know wad? She said she had been talking to us in a gentle tone though it was clear that she was shouting in a harsh tone. So practically, the whole staff room heard news of this since she kept complaining. She's just digging her own grave. I really don't get it why she actually becomes a teacher. She's so cocky, unreasonable, barbaric and overbearing!

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

I see your face before me

As I lay on my bed

I kinda get to thinking

Of all the things you said

It's the BIG day tmr! Therefore, we had lots of preparations going on today. Right after school, 7 of us went to get bangles and stuffs. Then we settled at mac and started chatting. It was mother-hilarious, with those stomach wrecking laughters. I bet you gals had a great time right? Haha. I'm so looking forward to tmr. I shall sleep early! Tata~

I think I am such a weird person. The story goes like this. I remembered a few days ago, there is this girl who hurled some vulgarities at me just to grab attention. I turned my back at her and shook my head. Nowadays, when she talked to me, I gave that "DO YOU THINK I CARE LOOK?!" Dammit! I'm not angry with her or what but her behaviour really turns me off.

Then today, I realised I'm such a bad girl. Another of this girl told me smth and I gave her all those replies that brought sacarsm and stuffs. I didnt know that till my friend told me. Gosh! WHat has got into me?! I felt like I'm being possessed! Am I? :/

Daddy will be fetching me to loon's hse tmr. Will be there by 6.15. Haha. I actually planned to stay over at her hse. gOSH! I think I'm kinda mad now! Hur hur~!!

Alright, I'm chatting with dearest's friend right now. I don't know what she's talking. :/ She sounds drunk luh. Anyway, she's a nice person. Nice butch. hur hur! And funny but childish but I still don't get ehr alien language.

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

You've already won me over

Dont be alarmed if I fall head over feet

Dont be surprised if I love you for all that you are

I couldnt help it

It's all your fault

School was fine today and everything seems so liven up by the upcoming racial harmony day on thurs and charity bazaar on friday. Therefore, do expect to see lots of pictures for both that days. Anyway, me and my les partner(gues who? haha) got bored during double physics so we started to draw on each other's hand to show pple our love. Haha. Sounds so yucky but we actually showed a few pple and they got like "Eeew~~ what's wrong with you ppl?!" Haha. That includes our chemistry teacher, Tangy! She was like "What's wrong with the 2 of u hur?!" plus she showed that "I think I gonna get a heart attack soon" face. Therefore, it's funny! (=

We actually did a survey today and I realised something. I actually didnt like going to school and I go to school for just ONE THING! And that's my friends. Without them, I doubt I'll be going to school you know. Haha. Chums, aren't you pple touched? Anyway, I don't think coming to this school benefits me in any way, perhaps I'll realised it in the long run but definitely not now. I was asked if I'm given a choice, would I choose this school, I chose strongly disagree. Alright, forget all about that. :/

Lover abandoned me and went to some concert. Damn that creature! You owned me yet you abandon me (although it's only for today! But it seems so long, pple!) I effing hate you now you know! Dammit! Man, I'm devastated!

So I was being given 2 indian costumes and I tried both. Both fits well and I chose that purple one. Hur hur~!! I'm so looking forward to thurs! We shall all clad in our beautiful costumes and be STARS OF THE DAY! Alright, I think I shall go and get some accessories tmr. Tata~

You taught my heart a sense I never knew I had.

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

We cruise around this strip down memory lane

Let's take this time to rekindle

Sipping Hennessy, thinking deep

Could it be I'm falling in love?

School was exceptionally fine today. I didnt go for my chinese class and sorta totally forgot all about it. However, it makes me realised how funny mdm goh was. She's fierce but cute too. Alright, so during chinese lesson, we actually went to the toilet to try out the ethnic costumes and stuff. The teacher must be wondering what are the 7 girls doing in the ladies for so long. Anyway, it's fun and cool! We actually helped chan to practice her skills of wrapping the sari. Yea! So cyn was telling me how excited she was about racial harmony day. I told her I don't even feel anything. haha. Hey! But now I'm getting all excited! Hur hur!

Baby told me this a few days ago and it suddenly struck my mind. Well, I got disgusted of what that fella said.

B: Hey! I tell you smth.

Me: What?

B: My friends and I were talking about relationships and stuff. Then they say that they would like me if they have got any alternative cause I'm cute and stuff. All the girls said that.

Me: Oh. so?

B: Damn! Nothing!

Haha! Alright, I was kinda jealous kay? But I was sleepy at that time too. Anyway, you're cute, I admitted that. Looks wise. Urm, still cute? Haha. Okay looking luh! Why the girls like you? Dammit! Isolate yourself from them! Haha. Anyway, I was joking. I know you love me wholeheartedly. Teehee!

Oh yea! My mum knows about my piercing and stuff. I was dumb to tie my hair and home and she saw it. Hur hur!

Mom: Oh, you got a new piercing?

Me: Oh wherE?

Mom: show it to me.

Me: Oh okay. There. (show her)

Mom:Wow! You naughty girl! When did you pierce?

Me: A few days ago.

Mom: Haiyo! Naughty!

Alright, mommy is cute! She didnt scold me. That's like so surprising. She laughed instead. haha. Alright, about the piercing, cer and loon know about that and they kept calling me "NAUGHTY GIRL!" They were shocked at how bad I am. haha. I think they're worse than my mommy, they kept nagging non stop. Gosh! Anyway, I know it's outta concern. I appreciate that chums! (=

I know you're the one

I wont be afraid of taking this out

I know I'll be safe and sound

Cause you will be with me

fighting in all these rounds

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

I just can't stop looking

the way you move across the dance floor

just slide on over,

and let me see some more

I'm gonna drive you crazy

just bring your hip to my hip

and get body to body

Home till noon then went out to meet Baby. It was supposed to be a very happy thing but I got pissed off by that effing bus driver when I board the bus. I paid coins instead of using my ez link card. He demanded me to show him my ez link card, checking my bdae date. Knowing that he misunderstood me and to cover up his embarrassment, he told me off and asked me to use my ez link card since there's money. He's effing idiotic! This is not the first time! Whatever it is, I shall chill.

Baby was sweet enough to come all the way to find me. Haha. Gave baby the present i bought. That creature was obviously happy. We had lunch and went to shop. We got so zany checking out those punky clothes and stuffs that I was asked to go and try. Then baby sent me home after that. I thought B would go home but that creature went shopping again! And msg-ed me saying " I BOUGHT A PAIR OF BLACK SKINNIES!" Suck man! But that creature seems to be going punk-ed. Gosh! Haha.

I'm thinking-

1)Baby with skinnies

2)How to diss that driver next time

3)New clothes and jeans

4)Necklace

5)Differentiation and Integration :/

Dance the way she wants

and she'll be all yours for the night

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

You're so amazing

Have I told you enough

You're my angel

Guardian angel
God knows I've been blessed with love

Woke up very early and went to meet T-may and xiuhui at around 8.30. Slacked and did some revision at mac b4 going for physics class. After almost 2.5 hrs of physics class, cyn, T-may andI went woodlands central to get ethnic costumes. The costumes were indeed gorgeous and they got a hard time choosing. Haha. Overall, they rougly know what they want. Anyway, cyn went home aft that and I town-ed with T-may. Haha. We talked about piercings all the way man! Upon reaching cine, I got a mild headache. Sort of get irritated by the crowds ther.e I don't know why but I'm feeling kinda weird today. Alright, I decided to have a new piercing and I got it! Hur hur~ It was depressing that T-may didnt pierce with me or else we can get some sort of offer. However, it's also pleasing that she didnt pierce cause she had too many piercings!! Shopped and ate then home after that. Well, I don't know if I am going out tmr. I am dead tired now!

ButI feel so high now, I don't know why. OH YES~ I bought something for baby just now. You gonna be touched alright? I was broke you know? Haha.

You're so amazing especially when you're high.

Stay with me Baby, I need you more than for the night.

If I been gone tomorrow

Would you know how deep my loves goes

Have I ever told you

You're the one

El bebé, yo he sido bendecido con usted

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

It's so contagious

I cannot get it out of my mind

It's so outrageous

You make me feel so high all the time

As usual, I had tuition just now. I realised that my tuition teacher is not only gay, he's damn bitchy too! He mentioned about how he behaved in secondary 4. Doing those stupid stuffs just to get good grades and not letting those who would score well to study by keeping their notes and making them cry. So much for desperate good results. Well, he's childish and bitchy! Haha.

School sucks today cause there's Chinese lessons. Alright, these few days I have been comparing the size of my head with pple. Great! I have an extremely pea sized head! Mine is only 3/4 of almost everybody's head! Dammit! I have got a SMALL head! So today I got real bored and started asking pple if they actually do household chores at home. Most say YEA! Then I asked them do they think I do household chores. This is the effing part! Everyone said "You do household chores?! Haha! No way!" They said I am kinda spoilt and won't do household chores. Gosh! I am mortified! But it's true anyway. :/

Although it's sat today but I have got to go to sch. Awwww~

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

A thousand miles between us now

It causes me to wonder how

Our love tonight remains so strong

It makes our risk right all along

Hi people, I am a happy little girl now cause I met Trevon today! After 78376 days, we finally met again. I am happy enough if I see you. Met B at Bukit batok and went to eat and stuffs like that. It's so sweet of you to accompany me to shop. Even though it's just awhile but it's great alright? Anyway, your hair doesn't suck anymore. haha. Pple, my B is highly adorable! Alright, I realised it ONLY now. Whatever it is, I can only say that the feeling is getting stronger.

Back to what I wanna say. We went to eat and this uncle sitting beside us kept talking to me! He said that my uniform is CUTE! I seriously don't understand what's wrong with him but he kept telling me his past, which schools were he from and asking me lots of qns. Being a good little girl, I smiled and nodded my head. He was doing some sort of documents as I can see him using his lappy, typing lots of chinese words. Alright pple, here comes the WORST OF ALL! He asked B some chinese words as he wasnt sure, knowing that he's doing that, I looked away. Then that stupid creature asked me to ans that uncle's qn! Hell man! I don't even know the words that he asked me. If he ever knows I am a HMT student, I think he would probably get a heart attack! Anyway, I think he's mother-hilarious. Haha

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you

sharing everything you do

I wanna grow old with you

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-11T18:02:00.000+08:00

Cinderella said to snow white

How does love get so off course

All i wanted was a white knight

With a good heart, soft touch, fast horse

Ride me off into the sunset

Baby, i'm forever yours

Hi, I am here to rant about one of the bad stuffs. Alright, here it goes. We discussed a litle bit about the school's idea of having detention. Well, I practically think that's a foolish act! You get detention for only being late once! Even if it's only a few secs! Alright, in a way being late is one's wrong but how can a first timer have detention which is the punishment similar to perpetual late comers?! This is getting effing hilarious man! The school thinks coming up with this detention idealogy could reduce late comers. Perhaps in a way that will happen. You know why? People don't wanna come to school once they know they gonna be late and therefore, you will have lesser late comers! I mean who the hell would wanna come to school for dentention?! Can the teachers PLEASE have some better ideas of punishing late comers rather than having detention?! Even if you can't come up with something better than that, do at least start detention when one is late for twice or more, don't start at the first timer alright? It's just not fair!

The other bad stuff is that ever since detention classes starts, teachers kept 'threatening' studs. They will go "Hand in your hw or you will have detention class!" or "Those who submit your work late, too bad! You will have detention class!"

It's ridiculous man! No matter what wrongs you do, you get detention class! Alright, since the school loves detention to the core, why not they detain students till late evening then? Perhaps they could even take over the jobs of the security guards! Save the freaking sch's money on hiring the guards right? I am not one of those perpetual late comers or what but i seriously think the school should drop the idea of detention although they love it!

Anyway, I was home since school ends which is one of those special moments that don't happen often. Baby was supposed to come over today but didn't. You know i farking miss you! We have not been seeing each other for like a few days? Alright, although it's only a few days but I miss you like hell!

It's the way you love me

It's a feeling like this

It's centrifugal motion

It's perpetual bliss

It's that pivotal moment

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

When you smile I can feel

All my passion unfolding

Your hand brushes mine

And a thousand sensations

Seduce me

People, I skipped school today! Woke up with extreme mild of sore eye so I decide not to go to school. Anyway, I would be late so I don't see the point of going there to sit in the parade square as punishment and getting detention even if I am late by just that LITTLE bit. Well, went to pharmacy to get some solution for my cute little sore eye and met yeemay. We went to Bukit Batok for breakfast. I dunno why we went there. Hurhur!

We had mac breakfast! It sounds so wonderful man! Having mac breakfast instead of school-ing. So we started to get productive and decided to complete our remaining SEQs. As time past, we got more and more lethargic and I am starting to get sick (for real this time!). I just can't stop sneezing. Then, that cranky woman, yeemay, asked if I want flu medicine as she had got it with her. And yest, she asked if I need medicine for sore throat as she had it and I came down with one too. Gosh! She's farking killing me! I would probably die under her hands just in ONE DAY! However, she's great! We got irritated by this humongous housefly and she killed it with just one little hit from her magazine. Perhaps not killed but more like injured. She's sadistic too! She suggested putting the fly in the magarine! Haha. But that's funny though.

Since we had quite a long day to spend, I decided to bring her to Tanjong Pagar for some good food. Haha. Brought her there to have chicken curry don. She loves it alright? But I don't love it! She's mad! She forced me to eat 4 huge chunks of onions which I simply hate to the core! Man! She's so sadistic so get away from her! haha. Then we went to chewy junior to get some goodies. Queue was long but worth it, we supposed.

I have decided to bring the rest of Elem3NT5 there next time! Promise! After all the eating, we went to cine BK and settled there to finish as many work as possible and now we were left with abit more to go! Yea, School tmr! :D

Monday (yest)

First day of the week and I am kinda tired due to the horrendous amt of SEQs I have to work on. It's all given by the same teacher and I have got that teacher for both hist and ss which means I got double work. Anyway, stayed back for some chem classes after school. I don't know what happened to me, perhaps it's Monday blues + Sue blues that I got so grumpy. This is what happened.

Classmate:(Threw paper plane)

Me: WTF! Can you just stop playing?! BASTARD LUH!

I was shocked at what I had said, cerelia and loon stared at me too. I sorta got possessed at that instant. We then went thru some experiment skills and did a worksheet. I got so cranky doing my SEQs that I wrote crap on my chem ws.

It's actually 'tongs' but I wrote 'kiap' 'kiap' since I totally can't remember at that moment then I changed to 'thongs', and thus cerelia and I both argued on the spelling. Here how it goes.

Me: It's T-H-O-N-G-S! Check your dict luh. It's just right under your table.

Cerelia: Why must check mine? Check your own dict luh!

Me: Mine's at home.

Loon: Check my dict... Check my dict!

The whole thing was kinda funny with the 'dict' here and there. Chem ended (like finally!) and I rushed to meet yeemay who had been waiting for me since morning. Haha.

We went to BK and did our SEQs, going thru torturous moments of planning. However, we entertained ourselves alot. Pple, I gotta tell you this. I feel that she's kinda weird and perhaps the weirdest person you ever know. She ordered this taro turnover and she started enjoying it and stuffs. A few mins later, she held onto a small piece of the turnover and asked, "Do you want it?" People, I swear she's killing me!!! The whole thing looks like she's just dropped that small little piece on the floor and she picked it up, asking me if I wanna eat it b4 she threw it away!!!

Alright, so home after that and I am freaking tired! :

Words are not important

Smiles are all I need from you

The yearning, it's getting stronger

That's infatuation but that's not for us

Remember, it's the sweet cliche love

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

You look into my eyes

I go out of my mind

I can't see anything

Cause this love's got me blind

I can't help myself

I can't break the spell

I can't even try

Was supposed to be out today but Trevon fell asleep and we didnt meet. Sucker! You made me miss you for one more day. I didnt know what to blog and trevon asked me to blog about my top 20 things I love in life but before that, I was told to blog about my Baby. However, I don't really have the time to rant about this creature so I shall do it another day. I was thinking about top 50 favourites but i doubt i can even get half of it so let's settle at 20. Well, Let's see how it goes.

1)Trevon

2)Boozing with friends occasionaly (it'll be fun)

3)Lit, English and Science

4)Slacking at Starbucks

5)Spending pple's money

6)Amaze pple with my deep conversation

7)Food (eg. Dark Choco, sushi)

8)Old Mickey

9)Pool with friends

10) Music

Hurhur~ I only got 10! That's how far I can go. Perhaps pple will know more about myself than I do. Haha. You see, I was bored. I had enough of doing my tuition hw, looking at it makes me think of my gay tuition teacher. He's kinda getting on my nerves. And now, I am proceeding on to my SS planning. It only came into my mind a few moments ago. Haha.

I don't feel like going school tmr. No no no. I mean I wanna go sch tmr but I have got this uneasiness in my stomach. I kept going to the toilet like hell. I hope I will be better tmr. Sch tmr, YEA! :/

I think I am going crazy and being such a bitch now. Haha. I'm actually forcing that creature to look punk.

Me: Let's go shop for punky stuffs. You shall get some black long jeans first and.....

Trevon: me punk?!

Me: Yea!

Trevon: ahems.

We shall go shopping asap. Get ur cash ready! Tata~

I'm too lost in you

Caught in you

Lost in everything about you

So deep, I can't sleep

I can't think

I just think about the things that you do

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

You and i

Will never fall apart

We knew right from the start

It's like a dream

I'm holding you close

You're keeping me warm

This is ecstacy

Headed to SP early in the morning with yeemay, xiuhui, olivia and april. We spent roughly about 2 hours plus there and sorta got some vital informations. After that camwhoring, then we town-ed. It was fun pple! We laughed like hell and we chat alot. Lunch-ed at shaw then head for far east, shopped and slacked there. After that, yeemay and xiuhui gotta go so olivia, april and I went to cine. Shopped again then home.

The three of us actually chat endlessly throughout the whole trip on the mrt. We were discussing about the issue of increased homosexuals and bisexuals and why people discriminated them. Pple, don't get it wrong! We are not discriminating them, instead we were wondering why people discriminate them. Forget about saying them not understanding why god created men and women alright? Some pple are just born gay so let them be. Even if they are affected socially or whatever shit, let them be. They'll still eventually turn straight later. So why the fark are people discriminating them? Saying "eeks!" and "yucks!". I do have friends who did that, I don't hate them but I just can't stand them alright? It's not as though gay pple had offended you in any way. Yea! So stop being such a mother fucker to discriminate them alright? I really don't see what's the point. Let them live their own lives. Sexuality is fluid, it doesn't matter whether you're gay or bi, just go with the flow.Yea! So be more open-minded, pple! Therefore, in conclusion, the 3 of us still don't get it why people discriminate gay pple but we certianly do not encourage that.

Was chatting with my dad just now. He asked me if i were to go to poly, what are the courses that I'll be interested in? I told him psychology. He told me it was a foolish and impulse decision of mine. He asked me to get a course in the business area and emphasize that he wants me to be enterprising and get involve in business. I told him I wanted to get into psychology to help out in special sch and to be a psychologist. He said that wasn't what he want, he regarded it as a waste of my time and insisted on me getting into business. Although he allows me to study abroad but what interests me doesn't meet his approval. Sheez!

It's rare

But I've found it

Like, Lust and Love in it

Knot it tight so it won't be lost

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

At the table, holding hands, making big plans

We thought for long

We can't decide

and we settled on forver more

It was the beginning of a new fantasy

A sweet cliche love

Just had tuition just now. I love my tuition teacher. Haha. Anyway, I got a damn mother-hilarious dream yesterday night. Thinking about it makes me wanna laugh and I told baby about it. Not only that creature laugh, that creature teased me too! And this make me gotta urge to pinch that creature. Then something horrible happened! Trevon that creature called me a "BITCH!". Yea! And I called that creature a "BASTARD!" Well, that creature then self proclaimed that bitch and bastard shall be together always. Therefore, I gonnaa stick to this person for life. Tata~

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

I was confused

You held onto my hands

You place your lips close to mine

At that instance, I know you're the one

I haven been online for the past 2-3 days and I am being granted permission now to do so by that sucky Trevon. That person only gave me 20 mins to use my com, if I break my promise, that person will ignore me for life! This is dumb! Whatever it is, i forgot what I wanna blog. School sucks today! Everything just suck! Everything is finally over now! Life still goes on. Although tomorrow is friday but it's gonna be the most hectic day of the week for me. Weekend is coming anyway. Teehee! Won't be able to go out with Baby for a long long time. =(

Oh yea! Cerelia finally changed her blogskin and she added a tagboard specially for me after tons of yakking and whining from me. Haha. I am very touched okay? :/

Pple, I WANNA WATCH TRANSFORMERS!!! Trevon isnt going to watch with me. Great! I am effing happy about it! (=

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For forever has now begun

2007-07-04T19:14:00.000+08:00

Wednesday is definitely my fav day! PE was fun today but sorta tired after that. We had ss today and when the teacher came in....

Teacher: Wow! Have i arrived at a pig sty?
Me: WTF?!

Anyway, cerelia was so 'FUNNY' today! She asked me some nice qns during class due to her being too bored.

Cerelia: What is vb?
Me: Volleyball.
Cerelia: BB?
Me: Basketball.
Cerelia: NB?
Me: Netball.
Cerelia: TB?
Me: Tennis ball.
Cerelia: PPB?
Me: Ping pong ball.
Cerelia: WB?
Me: What ball?
Cerelia: Wenxi's balls!
Me: :/

She's damn irritating! People,stay away from his mad woman! haas.

WENXI LOVES ME! I LOVE WENXI! SHE LOVES ME ONLY!

Guess who's this? :/

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For forever has now begun

2007-07-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

Comme nous embrassons

Je vois l'amour que nous avons partagés

Je vois la joie à l'intérieur

Trevon, je vous aime

I don't feel like waking up today! I gotta " I-wanna-skip-school" mood. But I still went there anyway. School was great with all the songs and cheers! I thought of this cheer for huiloon. Haas. Irritate her to the core. I was too indulged in my cheer alright? I was motivated to be productive and atentive in school today but the absence of 2 teachers failed my plan or perhaps I was not determined enuff. Yea! I went for band and then met trevon after that. Home since around 7. I have been sleeping since 8 and I sorta just woke up. And guess wad? I am chatting with that girl who made me feel so honoured! (=

Yeemay:
hmmm wad's the meaning of 1st initial?
Me:
take initiative first?

Like who the hell will say that? Yea! Only me alright? Cause I am half awake.

Baby is coming to my hse tmr, i supposed. Yea! teehee! I am looking forward.

Here is a mini quiz for those who feels bored:

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.

2. Which is your favourite colour out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?

3. Your first initial?

4. Your month of birth?

5. Which colour do you like more, black or white?

6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.

7. Your favourite number?

8. Do you like Sydney or Brisbane more?

9. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?

10. Write down a wish (a realistic one).

When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat)

Answers

1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:

Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - you are conservative and aggressive. Green - your soul is relaxed and you are laid back Blue - you are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow- you are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

3. If your initial is:

A-K You have a lot of love to give in friendships in your life.

L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.

S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

4. If you were born in: Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fell in love with someone totally unexpected.

April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will last long and the memories will last forever.

July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

5. If you chose Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.

White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

8. If you chose: Sydney: You like adventure. Brisbane: You are a laid back person.

9. If you chose:

Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.

Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

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For forever has now begun

2007-07-02T20:54:00.001+08:00

Embrace and warmth showered

I am healed

All wounds and sorrows gone

Baby, You are simply amazing.

As usual, I went to bed late and woke up early but I'm full of energy alright! Yea! I was supposed to go shopping with cerelia or go pooling with the other bunch of pple. But guess what? I didnt go for both. Sorry pple. Instead I went to meet B today. I was damn late due to something on earlier and all my plans went down the drain. Yea! So we met and went to Tanjong Pagar to get some good food. Went to this shop called "Chewy Junior" and we got some doughnut-liked pastry. It was supposed to be a surprise for B. Supposedly, I should go get the pastry and meet B as a surprise. But I failed. =( B doesn't really like it, kept complaining it's not crispy! Effing idiot! But I sorta like it cause there's chocolate on it! Teehee! I love it only for the sake of the chocolate pple. After that, I went to B's hse and we had a GREAT time laughing and playing. haas. Then B sent me home after that, right to my doorstep. And not long later, B called asking me if I want a necklace. Yea! Haas. B, you are still highly adorable although you're farking killing me due to some reasons.

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

Slept at 4 yesterday and woke up at around 10 today. I'm feeling damn tired pls. Then went out to meet yeemay to study. It's quite productive today alright? We really did settle down and do maths decently though not really LOTS but we still did it. It's like a real GREAT achievement for us. Haas. After that, went to yishun to meet bing and bing went to cut her hair. Haas. We got bored and started flipping magazines deciding on which haircut we shall get the next time while waiting for bing. Her new hair is definitely awesome! Definitely better than the previous one. haas.

Alright, I am chatting with yeemay now. I asked her if she was free and we chat.

Me: Hey, are you free now? If that's so chat with me. Anything. You decide.

Yeemay: Are you that bored?

Me: Yepp.

Yeemay: Alright, we shall ask each other qn one at a time.

Yea! So we started asking. About the impression we had of each other etc. She said I'm cool, responsible, fun, straightforward, caring and true friend. Lol. I can't stop laughing. I think I am sorta crazy now. We are asking each other silly qns (not all but mostly).

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-07-01T02:57:00.000+08:00

It's almost 3 now and I really can't sleep. In a dilemmatic state now and I don't know what to do. I'm sorry that I hurt you. It seems like something I must live with everyday. I wish I could take all the pain I put you through. I'm not a perfect person. I really never meant to do those things to you alright. Yea! So I am sorry. That was what happened just now and we are fine now. Fast! Teehee!

If i could turn back the clock

and spare you the bad fortune of ever knowing me,

I would.

Cause I think I can't be committed.

But I'll try,

isnt that enough that im willing to try something

that dosent come naturally for me?

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-06-30T12:21:00.000+08:00

Boring Sat morning. Well, I think I gonna cut my hair this evening. Perhaps a new style or what. I will see about it later. Gosh! I want a driver, military cap or PFC!! Any will do. I swear they are gorgeous! And I gonna get a watch asap. Haas. Preferably a white one. Oh yea, and I have gotta get new studs and necklace and shoes. Lots of stuffs! Teehee! (=

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For forever has now begun

2007-06-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

Friday(Today)
Went home after school and practice sax. Then went out in the evening and just came back. Shop abit to look at some stuffs and camwhoring lots. Gosh! I am real tired. TGIF! (=

I wanna sleep now. Nitez pple.

Thursday (yesterday)

I don't remember what happened man! : I was considering whether I shall blog weekly or daily. Well, let's try for another week. Shall work on my poor memory.

Wednesday

I don't really remember what happen. The one and only thing I remember was that we had PE and we actually played soccer. Great entertainment value! Haas. We laughed more than we kicked the ball actually. And I think I went to B's hse. I don't really remember but we had a great time. (=

Sexuality is fluid,whether you're straight or gay, just go with the flow

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For forever has now begun

2007-06-25T23:42:00.001+08:00

First day of school today and checks on attire were conducted. I passed. For the first time. Haas. I brought coco krunch to school and cerelia brought milk to school, deciding to have it with huiloon, cyn and yeemay. And we really ate those during recess. We got into the obsession of saying "You can do it!". It's really stupid luh. We had chinese today and to think I really sat down there not talking but doing my compo and I completed almost 3/4. Teehee! But I still hate chinese! Cause I am tied down by another compo now and I have no inspirations at all. I mean it. Give me inspirations please~!! Went to eat with the girls after school and we ate and read magazines for like hours. Ladies oh ladies! Then I finally made my way to AJC. Tomorrow is another GREAT day! C.H again tmr. =/

Dead Silence is coming out soon! *hint* My 'kor' promised me to watch that with me. I doubt she even remember. U idiot! (=

B's hse tmr! Finally! Teehee! Perhaps we shall cook tmr k? Tata~

Pay up for my heart in your shopping cart!

Forget about me loving u. Don't come back and talk about the past and don't you dare make my B cry (if u ever do that).

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For forever has now begun

2007-06-23T15:12:00.000+08:00

Blogging sucks when there's no pics. And I haven had any for almost 1 month. Dammit! Rotting at home for the whole day cause school reopens thsi coming mon and no more going out. It's okay. I am one good little girl, doing my 'fav' sub (chinese) hw now. It's hell to me k? I swear. Well, thanks for the concern pple. Teehee~ Anyway, I shall consider going for some courses to improve my speech and stuff cause pple seemed to start having difficulties understanding what I am saying these days. Haas. One great example was the "When we're born" thingy which was supposed to be "When you're gone" actually. Anyway, I was just kidding but I may consider having chinese tuition. Chinese seemed like an alien language to me these days. Especially when I was doing my chi hw just now. =/

I can't wait for school to start cause I missed my frenz~ esp ELEMENTS!! Great! haas. Anyway, "GIRLFRIEND" is a nice song but i sorta got sick of it to have to listen to it all the time whenever I enter my blog so maybe I should consider changing the songs. I shall let you little creatures decide. Tell me if I should delete all songs or change songs. tata~

Sucker love is known to swing.

Prone to cling and waste these things.

Pucker up for heavens sake.

There's never been so much at stake.

Every Me Every you -Placebo

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For forever has now begun

2007-06-22T22:15:00.001+08:00

Town-ed early in the morning today and planned to pool at cine but I was too YOUNG to pool there. Haas. Yeemay, Cyn and me got rather pissed off. What's the matter with 15 plus playing pool? You mean we don't know how to hold the cue stick properly compared to a 16 year old? Sucker! Well, that girl was such a dork, giving us her effing attitude. Then we went LAN gaming. First time there, good experience in a way that I experience something new but bad experience cause I simply got trashed. After which, we went over to marina sq and they pool-ed but I left a few mins later. Sorry guys. Found bing and she treated me to PASTA MANIA. teehee! I ordered one of the most expensive pasta but not really having the appetite so didn't eat much and someone lost her wallet so we have to walked all the way back to cine to find it just to realise it's in her pocket. Idiotic fella. But I was glad to have seen someone I long wanted to see. and that person was HOT! Tata~

It sucks to know that we are too young to make something last,

especially when you say FOREVER.

I will never show the weak side of me to eUu again. NEVER. I have forgotten that it hurts cause love's worth that shot. Even with wings, eUu are STILL BROKEN!

B, I love you wholeheartedly.

Only you, not eUu anymore.

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-06-21T16:33:00.000+08:00

Couldn't sleep last night. Practically I had an awesome relay from 1 plus to 4 plus. I don't know why I puke like shit but that certainly doesn't rock. I had a high treshold of hell. Please. My stomach is compressing like hell whenever I puke. This really sucks man. Dad and Mom didn't know all about it only in the morning. After the last round of happy puking, I eventually have to msg pple to tell them I am not well and can't go out luh. Sorry yeemay =( Finally, I was able to sleep in the morning and seriously forget about going to school. So I had to ask B to go to my school to help get the stuffs. Thanks B (= Mom wanted to bring me to the doc but i don't want. teehee~ Just don't wanna go. This happens like once every few months or a year and it's highly torturous. I swear. Sight of food makes me retreat now. Seriously. Maybe for today only? Or a few days? I hope it's only for today cause I wanna town-ed and pool tmr. teehee~ Music certainly makes me feel ALOT better. (=

Face down after puking, she says "This is torturous. I finally had enough."

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For forever has now begun

2007-06-20T21:01:00.000+08:00

Feeling damn lethargic today. Supposed to wake up at 7 and I did. However, I went back to sleep till 8 then woke up again then sleep again. After all the sleeping and waking up, I finally woke up at around 8.30 and supposedly, I should reach school by 9 for physics class. Hur hur! Well, I took my time and finally reached school at 10? Or is it 10 plus? Can't remember. And everyone said I was so damn 'early'. Thanks pple! After enduring for 2 hours of physics, we went to slack and used lappy at Starbuck. Fun but silly too. We actually log onto love calculator and started putting random names. Then we did some quizzes and laughed like hell! Life is great with you people. Tata~

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?

Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

Well I tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end

as your lies crumbles down, a new life she has

Face down in the dirt, she says "This doesn't hurt, I finally had enough."

Face Down -The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Yea! Random but nice (=

Hate me cause you love me

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For forever has now begun

2007-06-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

Town-ed with B early in the morning and went to Cine but it wasn't open yet. However, B got new piercings. Haas. Like finally luh. Well, that dork who did that piercing was definitely showing us her effing attitude but who cares as long as she got that done. I wanted one too but for the sake of my 'happiness' i shall not have another one so soon if not I will be grounded. Anyway, holland after that and I am freaking tired. B brought me to the hawker centre. It has been like 278374646 years since I visit such places. Haas. Anyway, slack around then make my way home while B went to sch.

Dearest: where are you going tmr?

Me: school luh... for physics supp class, maybe can learn smth

Dearest: SERIOUS?!

Me:.....

Stupid luh. Do I look like I always play truant? Sickening arse!

Anyway, I am a spoilt brat. Well, this is a fact that no one can deny and I am not denying it either. I'm obsessed with What hurts the most by Rascal Flatts! how emo luh.

There are days every now and again

I pretend I’m ok

But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin’ to do

it's such a sad song. haha.but i like it anyway. (=

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For forever has now begun

2007-06-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

Went to school for something today and met cerelia in library. This girl is definitely mad! She and jesslyn are so crazy over some vb accessories which makes me laugh and she is doubtlessly high! High to the core! Telling me how unlucky she was and stuff but she really made me laugh at how silly she was. Oh yeah, we shall practise speaking proper english from now onwards. Miss kaur got disgusted when we kept saying "testi" instead of "testimonial". Haas.

Have been feeling damn tired these days. I think I slept too much. teehee~

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For forever has now begun

2007-06-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

okays, went out with dad and mom for the whole day, shop and bought lots of stuffs. Quite happy. Daddy was uber sweet. He reminded mom that my bdae will be here soon and they gotta book a chalet. I requested to spend a day with friends and another day with family. Guess what is his reply? He said I can spend all the days with my friends in the chalet if i get to organise one. Teehee~ I am so happy! (=

Hey, if you. YES, YOU! That particular girl, who have got my blog url from someone and is still reading it now(maybe). I have lots to tell you. Well, I think you are such a DORK! I didn't blame you for coming to my blog to tag stupid comments and remarks the other time. So let's forget that. I wanna be friends with you, you rejected that "invitation". Not once but twice. Do you think I am so free to do that always? Let me tell you this, stop being so stuck out. It won't do you any good, DEFINITELY. Cool it luh. Be friends. What's so difficult right?! Sheez~ Whatabitch! I shall declare that you are DOUBTLESSLY the worst type of creature I have ever seen or know before. You are a damn harebrained and absurd dodo bird! I never wanted to say that of you, I swear. Yet now, I am screaming to the world telling them this goddamn thing about you. Well, i am sorry you know but you deserve it. At least I kept it nice, simple and short specially for you. Thank me a million (= Do continue to tag as anon since you love it. Perhaps include your name this time to let the world know that YOU ARE JUST A FREAKING HAREBRAINED CREATURE. OR PERHAPS WORSE OFF.

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For forever has now begun

2007-06-17T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hotness

- Hotness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. This indicates that you are mostly into having an attractive partner. You prefer to date around, and don't usually get attached.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Well, I have no comments for this. I don't know if it's true luh. (=

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For forever has now begun

2007-06-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

Well, I asked my mom whether i should cut my hair.

Me: Do you remember the shop where winnie works? Is it cheap and good?

Mom: Nope.

Me: huh? then where should i cut?

Mom: Are you sure you wanna cut now? Hair so short still cut? Why not shave botak? Better right?

Alright, so i shall not cut for the time being. Let's it grow longer then I shall fret over it AGAIN.

Talked to dearest on the phone just now. TEEHEE~

dearest: I think uh..

me: what?! say luh.

dearest: I think she likes you, you know.

me: haas. she's my friend only kays? don't be crazy.

dearest: But i can sense it.

me:.....

well well, dearest, you definitely think too much. But it was damn farking funny. I swear. I cant stop laughing whenever I think of that spastic thing you told me. I am definitely looking forward to the shopping spree tomorrow with mom and dad. TATA~

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For forever has now begun

2007-06-16T12:08:00.000+08:00

I wanna cut my hair just before the hols end. I really don't know if I should go and cut.

Hair~~ Please tell me what to do. Well well, I will see about it later or perhaps tomorrow.

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For forever has now begun

2007-06-15T23:29:00.000+08:00

My dearest never failed me before. REALLY! You really dote on me ALOT. I really mean ALOT! You always let me have things my way which makes me a real bitch. You never fail to please me even though I am easy to please ( i supposed). HUR HUR! Well well, I believed you are the only one who can stand my torturing techniques. ONE AND ONLY! Alright, I can only say that you really spend TONS of money on me. Hees. You know, without fail.(= You look after me, buy me things, bring me shopping and gets me things that I like. You are just simply awesome and fantastic!(= Pple, isn't that amazing? You always give in to me when i whine cause i am really whiny. Well some of you might think it's sick but you pple do whine don't you? Don't deny it. Anyway, I am very whiny luh. Only my dearest can handle me. wOOHOO~ dearest talked to me just now about some movies stuff.

[] : i'M waiTing ferr eUu says:
yeah!
[] : i'M waiTing ferr eUu says:
got a sad part
[] : i'M waiTing ferr eUu says:
the guy died
I love you to the core says:
i forgot..
[] : i'M waiTing ferr eUu says:
i nearly cried too k!
I love you to the core says:
i don't remember clearly of the movies we watched..
[] : i'M waiTing ferr eUu says:
shit u!
[] : i'M waiTing ferr eUu says:
then dun watch with me again!
I love you to the core says:
cos my focus was on u. :(

I gotta admit dearest is extemely adorable!(anything positive shall suit my dearest) Tata~

I shall stop here before i go on and on. Perhaps I will continue another day. If you are curious of who my dearest is, ask me luh. Maybe I will say. Depending on my mood. (=

B, I love you!(=

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2007-06-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

Today was abit better. However, I felt kinda irritated by my blocked nose! Whenever it's blocked, I would attempt to get up and walk to get tissue. Then when I got it, the blocked nose seemed to disappear. This is damn irritating man! Yeemay said is the pressure. haas.

Anyway, studying was Quite productive but more rooms for improvement. We got quite bored and I started spouting nonsense to yeemay. Well, i acted as the talent scout for a model agency trying to provide details to yeemay and stuff then we started to doodle. She said my art isn't bad. Well, I think i simply failed art.

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2007-06-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

I have been home since 5, damn blardy good girl u know. Anyway, I was too sick to travel about. So i went home, took a bath and slept. I have got a real great sleeping buddy now---tissue box. Well, I slept with it today and perhaps the next few days too. I would probably die without it. Alright, i said i wanna pool and stuff like that yest and all these are coming real soon. I am looking forward to these but I'm seriously broke. Gotta save up fast.

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For forever has now begun

2007-06-12T20:50:00.000+08:00

Woke up with a damn sorethroat, feeling uber hot all over. Well, I practically used my self-created sign language for the whole day. Mom fed me with honey lemon and I think she attempted to kill me (joking!). She added so much lemon juice that the acidic content nearly made my throat corrode. Anyway, i was just exaggerating. Whatever it is, being sick just sucks! Aye! Forget it!

Went to dearest's house at two plus. Watched movie together for quite long then we sort of went crazy. Dearest made me dressed up like a SHREK! I definitely look very green-ish but i am definitely not that ogre. Dearest was so sweet to have bought me a necklace. Thanks baby. I definitely love it (=

Well well, I wanna go k-boxing, bowling and pool-ing asap! Sheez~ and i need money! Well, I think i am going mad soon, and the keyword here is SOON.

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-06-11T19:53:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 10.50 today. I was supposed to meet yeemay at 11 but since both of us can't make it on time, we changed the time.

Met and went to GIRAFFE. The manager didn't know we were only 15+, she actually asked if we were waiting for results and were Uni studs. Great! WE LOOKS OLD MAN! Obviously she was damn shocked when we told her that we were only 15+ and she said we can't work there. However, she allowed us to complete the application form and return for the job after our bdae. Anyway, we chatted with her and she was damn funny and rather motherly too. I supposed she's a great boss! haas. I cant wait to work there man! It's sure gonna be fun!

After that went to eat then met xiuhui then went for movie. Watched "Men in White". That movie was certainly lame shit la. It's extremely lame and i don't even understand the whole story. Moreover, it was in dialects and certain parts were in chinese. It damn confusing luh! I had to read the eng subtitles all the way. Though certain parts were rather funny but overall, it's a waste of time and money. CERTAINLY! Dialects noobs (like me) shall avoid this at all costs man! And both yeemay and i were whining after watching. Sheez~!!

Dearest went to orchard while i just came back from there. Aye! Dammit! Dearest won't be free after tmr so we can't go shopping anymore. AWwww~ That's gonna suck!

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-06-11T00:45:00.000+08:00

went to study today and sheez~ i felt like shit when JELIN TAN told me she put that pic wif my unglam face as her screen saver! I totally lost e mood of studying and laid dead on the table. And that's not e end, she told me she upload the pic of both of us kissing on her blog. SHEEZ~!! i got uber shocked man! This girl is gonna kill me ! and i am going out wid her again. I hope she doesn't embarrass me and i shall take some unglam pics of her and upload it. hiak hiak.

was kinda bored so i tried this and i laughed the hell out. it's quite fun. people, try it if u're free. haas.

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-06-10T15:34:00.000+08:00

eUu are flawlesslike some uncut ice

if eUu ever get that tiny crack on you mended

Had s short conversation with eUu yesterday, had mixed feelings but i was definitely happy. I asked eUu about ur current and eUu told me, i was uber happy and laughing ALL the way. Well, i dunno why. I told eUu to treasure her and eUu gave me that kind of ans! FARK! It was just concern! if eUu dun appreciate, i am fine with that!

So wad if i still like eUu hur?! I wun get trashed by whatever eUu do or show me.

I am uber happy now! Cheers to me! Yeah! i gonna shop and buy smth later after meeting my dearest "jie jie".

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-06-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

These few days, i have been declaring to my dearest friends that i love punk-sters and attitude-sters. so NOW,

i shall OFFICIALLY DECLARE that i LOVE PUNK-STERS AND ATTITUDE-STERS!!!!

yeah! so if you are one, i would be uber elated to know you. and i told yeemay yest that if i ever have a bdae party or whatever, i'm gonna invite all the attitude-sters there. And she started to imagine the situation when that happens and she started laughing to herself, kinda spastic of her but i like it! cos pple always look at us when we started laughing madly, I LOVE TO EMBARASS HER IN PUBLIC. AND...... she actually mistook far east shopping centre for far east plaza and she walked directly in feeling so happy thinking it's e right place. THIS GIRL IS DAMN SICKENING MAN! but i laughed the hell out! whatever it is, SHE'S DAMN FUNNY! i wanna go out wif her asap! and loony, lia, cyn too~~!!!! but no ESCAPE pls~!! i think i would most probably die there! yeah! so no ESCAPE (=
hees

Another thing that i realised from the job application thingy, they need pple who can speak dialect too. Frankly speaking, i dun even know any dialect. My dearest taught me and she nearly died while teaching me. I got the kinda eng mixed hokkien accent when she taught me hokkien and she laughed her arse off and asked me to shuddup! Man, i tink she gave up on me. So pple teach me dialect k? esp hokkien first. There are criteria to be met. Firstly, you have to be patient. Secondly, you had to have enuff supply of blood in case you vomit too much blood. Thirdly, dun use hokkien words to scold me when you teach me till you are frustrated. And i realised i am super noob! even lia and loony knows quite alot of hokkien, yeemay too but i dunno if cyn knows(i hope she's as noob as me. haas) . i was always "huh-ing" all the way man! Sheez~!!

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For forever has now begun

2007-06-09T12:09:00.000+08:00

I am stuck at home today. Nobody wanna go out and nobody can go out. Lia go DSA, loony shud be sleeping and slacking at home, yeemay can't come out cos mon we going out, cyn shud be home or out and my dearest dunno where.

I realised that i am real stupid and silly! Monday~~!!!! i am waiting for mon!! i dun wanna work at fish co. man! i dunno wad the pple there were talking, they have got this weird accent which sounds like philippine or wad?! Sheez~ and their application has lots of weird things to fill in. they want ur ht and wt and ur siblings. so are they gonna estimate how many meals they can make from ur meat?! or are they gonna cook ur siblings as well?!

Well well, i dun tink they will hire us either, cos as wad we see, majority of the workers are foreigners, perhaps they prefer foreign talents. haas. anyway, GIRAFFE is my best choice!
I'm feeling farking bored at home.

Cool these feelings, Calm these souls

For forever has now begun

2007-06-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

Although it was POP yest, but i do not have the time to blog about it so let's wait. School DEFINITELY rawkz big time today! pple, we had 3 HOURS of physics! but it was quite ok anyway and i woke up at 7 today and reached sch by 7.50, just abit late but i didnt know i am that fast. hees.

Anyway, cerelia kept singing in class today. That song " never let you go". here's the lyrics...

The rain, just never seems to bring

the joy, I feel the same,

everlasting pain of my loss remains

My heart, can't seem to learn to part

the hold you left your mark

all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath

a part of me was dyingthere is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling

I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you

if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go

The way, you left me on the train

I don't know what to sayI remember everything that day

I can't, believe we'd never dance

I just need one more chance

to share the sunset our one last romance

Tho I told myself won't hold my breatha part of me was dying

there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling

I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you

if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling

I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you

if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go

She kept singing this song and here it goes on wad happened when she sang it to me...

Cerelia:(singing)If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling

Me: okay...

Cerelia: (singing)would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you

Me: i know that. hees

Cerelia: (singing)if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling

me: don't want la~~

Cerelia:(singing)I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go

Me: (give her my hand) hold lor. i know that you wun let me go (=

She got damn irritated by me la. hahahs. and she sang this song since morning for like 5 times or perhaps MORE! so b4 hist lesson, while standing along e corridor, she sang again and i told her dis...

Cerelia: (sing)I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go

Me: can u dun say it so many times? i know u know. say so many times then it would be meaningless, say 3 times a week enough kays?

Cerelia:!!!!!!

hahahs. this time she got damn irritated la. and yeemay was laughing like mad.

After sch went to orchard wif yeemay, went to a company for smth den went to find part time job for fun. went to giraffe and fish co. I wanna work at GIRAFFE! it's damn cool la! we love the ambience there man! I wanna work there but gotta wait! Shees~

I think i have been talking alot alot ALOT these few days. I get thirsty so easily and my throat is damn uncomfortable. Aye, forget it. so yeemay and i went to PS mos for a drink, we have been so indulged in ice milk tea these days man! and we drank two cups today! gees~

yeemay was so gross~!! she drank that little pack of milk to be added to the tea. eWwww~~

she even asked me to try! Here is how she look like>>

And she is such a GREAT MEANIE when we were on the mrt back home! i dun wanna mention her evil deed. she made me laugh the hell out but it's still very bad of u! haas

Grrr~~ i got damn freak out by smth! Dont ask me wad, i dun wanna say man. it's gross~